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It's really have been awhile since I even visited my own blog... Things happened. Life Happened. And my words disappeared. Then busy-ness came. Makes me one lazy human being to write stuffs anymore. Hence the posts stop. But...life happened again. And this time, I have to write it down so that the feelings will be remembered and not forgotten. So, a week after Eid-ul-fitr, I accompanied my mom to visit KPJ Hospital for a check-up. My mom has been asking me somewhere during the Final week of Ramadhan, but I asked her if we could go after Eid during  the holiday. The check up is for her breast as she said that she felt achy-like feeling the way girls had when we are PMS-ing. That throb-ache on the breast feeling. Thing is, her menstrual has long ago stopped so it doesn't makes any sense for the pain she's having. Hence, the visit. Thinking back, the morning on our way to KPJ, my mom must have been feeling so anxious. But me on the other hand was really having positi...

Sabtu lepas ade dua kenduri. Di dua negeri. Nasib baik negeri negeri tuh berjiran. Fuh.. So, Bangi ---> Melaka ---> Johor ::::> Capek bangatt.. Kat Melaka kenduri member sekolah. Pastu ke Johor sebab kawan kepada kawan aku ade buat kenduri kahwin. So aku kire menemankan lah. Dan alang-alang ke sana, kite pon decide nak pusing-pusing kat area situ. Parit Raja.. Hurm..Tak pusing mana sangat pon, sebab sampai ke tempat kenduri kat Parit Raja tu pon dah hampir nak habis dah majlis. Kelakar je. Lagi 10 minit nak pukul 4, baru kitorang sampai. Nasib baik lauk banyak lagi(perut dah kebulur). Lepas salam-salam amik amik gambar ngan pengantin, terus serbu meja makan. Amik makanan. Giler lapar. Time tu orang dah tade amik makanan dah. Tayah beratur, terus boleh amik lauk masuk dalam pinggan. Tade la tade orang langsung. Orang-orang yang tinggal bawah khemah sume kendarat/sedara mara/jiran je. Tak habis makan lagi, pengantin dah nak chow buat outdoor Photoshoot dah. Nampak tak ...

The heart is really mysterious I don't even understand my own more now than ever it keeps on hovering on that day that moment of 21st September sigh

when you see someone with an attitude that annoys you, and when you think about it, you also own that attitude, what should you do? kekekeek... REFLECT!  /(^_^)\ anyway.. last week, I made a vow not to drink coffee or tea. And I kinda broke the vow on the day itself (=_+) when I bought Teh Ais for lunch .... my god! I'm so on a roll with teh ais these past few days. too much tea is not good for your body! too much condensed milk is not good for your body! \ too much ice is not good for your body! but darn it! those things combined was like one of the best thing ever! I need strength to avoid the delicious teh ais... Him ni seiyo!

aku masih ingat lagi, semasa di MMU dulu, time tgh lepak-lepak berehat di bilik hostel bersama member, sambil meng-usha2 gambar2 di dalam komputer:- member: hish..buruk la gambar tu..Delete! Delete! (sambil gelak2) aku: nape ye kite mesti nak letak gambar yang cantik2 je. Gambar yang tak cantik tu pon muke kite gak...(nampak tak di situ aku cam bajjjett baguussss ssangaattt! bluek...) member: biar ar. takkan nak letak gambar muke tak cantik plak! ------------------------------------------------------------ lumrah manusia aku kau dia mereka walaupon bukan semua tetap suka kalau orang nampak yang cantik2 saje tentang kita kalau boleh, yang buruk tu sume macam tak ade. memang ade. tapi kite buat2 macam takde tapi.. cukup menjengkelkan bila aku kau dia mereka walaupon bukan semua mengetengahkan kehodohan yang lain sambil memegahkan kecanti...

But everyone know that NOT everyone lives up to 100 Half time goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We're moving on... I first listened to this on 2004 in my earliest 20s. Now, 10 years later, listening to this song, all the memories back from that year up to this moment played around my head. And I thank to Allah for giving me the life that I had. It's amazing when looking back, all that come forth were the amazing memories. All the bad crap been buried! weehoo!! chop! chop! work like you'll live 100 years pray like there's no tomorrow live everyday to your heart's content

It's been nearly 2 years now since I hold the title Pre-School teacher. And people often ask me why havent I pursue engineering career as I hold a degree on that area... If I am not me, I probably ask the same question. All those years battling the engineering course(which is not easy!!) and the loans taken to pay the fees, felt like a shame all that for nothing... But thing is... Not everything is according to your plan and being me, I am more go with the flow kind of person So, after graduated, of course I tried to look for an engineering spot. And guess what? I didnt get any. I did get a job though. As a Level 1 I.T. services at HP(Cyberjaya). Basically providing IT services to the GM company in Australia. And I am very thankful that I finally landed a job. Finally! After months of searching. And I like(love even!) working there. The environment is good, salary is good, benefit is quite good!! all in all, all is good! I worked there for 2 years(nearly 3 ...

Take the quiz here :  CLICK ME I got the result below. You are not very emotional Whether it’s natural self-control or a deliberate decision, you seem detached and don’t often show your emotions. You are alert and self-possessed and you refuse to be blinded by your feelings. However, since expressing our emotions is a way of coping with things, being indifferent is in itself an emotional response. But whatever the reality is, you come across as cold and give the impression that you are withdrawn and isolated from the world around you. You don’t want to seem like a conformist, so you rarely express an opinion, whatever it is, not even if it’s to let people know that you are in a good mood or that you are happy. Because you suppress your emotions you seem blasé. Does that sound familiar? Perhaps you are, in fact, extremely emotional, but unable to show it, keeping your real sensitivity locked away. Or maybe you have tried to remain impervious to everyday emotions to preserve yo...

On January 15th, 2009, I've posted this on my blog. and now, I repost it to just to see the changes coz a lot have change between now and then... Name: Nur Syakirin Sisters: 2 older sisters, 1 annoying - always want to say something that I somemtimes whish I could staple her mouth - younger sister Still 3 sisters. 2 older and 1 younger Brothers: 4 super annoying little brothers yg sepatutnye ikut membesar sekali ngan badan derang but instead of growing up to be a good matured man, they turned out to be spoiled little brats!(but they're not little mind you). But I guess I still love them.. 4 younger brothers Shoe size: 4 or 5. depends 4 or 5 (4 for high heels and 5 for sneakers) Height: 165...heheh..how I wish! but no, my growth abruptly stopped at 152 and I cant do anything bout the fact!! except accept it.. =____= in actuality, it's 150 Where do u live: mana lagi kalo x kat atas bumi..heh, still lagi tinggal bawah perlindungan mak ayah.. hope...

I'm currently watching Reply 1994. It's been a while since I've watched drama (coz all I ever watched nowadays were reality tv or variety shows) and  from the review given, they say that this was a good drama....So might as well slave myself watching this. I still havent finish it because it was too long(I dont have the stamina to watch all the episodes through the day and night nonstop like I used to. Must be the age =_= ...... ). There are about 21 episode and I'm about half way through but so far the drama was goooood. The acting was very good.LOve love the way they act. The casts were great and there were quite numbers of scenes that could makes women go jelly(mmm hhmmmm)^^. There's drama, humor, tears, humor, drama, sports.....and lots of guessing....and friendship! anyway.... when I watched the first episode, all those props in the drama got me feeling a bit nostalgic. I was kinda being taken back to my high school. Oh those days...goshh.... I know ...

The title was from this blog it's been a while since I've done any blog walking. And somehow,I've stumbled on this blog. It's worth the time I must say. One of the posts are: Anda wanita 30-an dan masih single? Berbahagialah kerana..  That's a good one.

Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum.  Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !  Maaf Zahir Batin  Raya2 gini banyak plak la dapat sms "message cannot be displayed"  . Ceh

how do we know we're on the right track? things aren't always black and white there's always something in between but really did I got on the right train? feeling extra surreal and extra confuse. I can see headache lurking around =.=

It's my first time And the day felt like Eid Celebration. Although it's a bit shameful and regretful that PKR did not win, I still enjoy the day nevertheless. Let's all pray the best for Malaysia. And let us all unite under Islam no matter what race and skin color we are. All for one and one for all!

Credit: Website What should we say when we are happy?

Feels like it was Gazillion years ago since this photo been shoot. It was a happy day indeed. Even tho the status has been changed since then(tho not all), I've pondered, are we the same person as we were then? Have we changed? Is it for the better?(Let us hope that it is).... Truth is...time will pass. Today become tomorrow and yesterday becomes memories. And I hope that we, you and me, would have lots and lots of memories that we cherish. Because of the memories, we anticipate the future. So that we could create more memories(let us pray the good ones) And I've been thinking, with all the responsibilities and attachments that life's brings, can we all still gather and laugh as we were then? I am seriously in a 'I MISS YOU GUYS ! ' mode

me... a kindergarten teacher.. 3-4 years before, If someone says I'll become one, for sure I'll be ROFL for hours... last year, I've resigned from HP and this year I have the responsibilities of teaching 5 years old little kids. Good luck me

After a week full of excruciating flu followed closely by the dem sinus, I finally almost free of them. Yay ! !  Let me tell ya, those sinus were really something. My whole face was in pain! So much pain that I got fever. I even put tiger balm repeatedly(several thick layer mind ya) on my face. By now my face's skin has already used to them =___=  .  Add to that, I kinda lost a little bit of smell and taste abilities TT_______TT . That was scary...!!!!  But,I guess thanks to them, I kinda eat less(my teeth were super sensitive and my jaw hurts when I open my mouth) and I drank lots of hot water(Not warm water. The hot water kinda sooth out the achiness.) AND ! I manage to avoid cold drinks(have been forever tried to ditch those). Anyway.... Enough about that... I found these tonight...... heeeheeeheee.... These 2 were the few notes written by ayah and emak. From those notes, I kinda found out that I had appetite trouble. Heh..That was surely cured no...

Huawaaaa Chooooouummmm. . . . . . ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Sghroottttt....  Ughh... This morning I drove my KakLong along with my two nephews to Hospital for their Immunization Schedules. Huh..Let me tell you, having a child/s is not cheap. Let me emphasize the word NOT CHEAP. Or you can say expensive. Huh....You really have to set aside a sum sum sumsszz of money for your little preciousz. Lets see....Baby formula(Enfalac A+ 650g the price is around RM65), diapers, anything related to clothes, toiletries, medical, life insurance + education fund. Do your own calculation........... And that is just only for the child's need. Parents expenses? ugh.... So, mak...let me stabilize my income first ya! before I step into the other stage.. Heh heh heh.... Sghroottttt....

Listless.. Sore Throat.. Headache.. *shrugs* But on the sunny and rainbow side, I've got my Laptop back! (few days back, my ex-beloved-hard disc suddenly gave up on me and decided to go KaboOm) oh ya....see how gorjeszz this beau is?? I made itt.... and the chocolate is super yummy!