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warghhhh.... lamanye tak tulis kat blog ni!!! idea nak tulis banyak cumenye tinggal dok diam diam bersarang dalam pale otak je la dah rasa cam pergerakan kure kure je data data CPU otak nak transfer kat sini patut kene tambah bandwidth atau kasi booster kat kure kure tu soh cepat jalan kesian kura kura kene ejek Dalam sebulan dua ni dok pikir nak cite ke tak nak pasal trip ke Perth 3 tahun lepas. ye.... admit dah tak relavent punye info plus atikah pong da cite kat blog die(penyebab kedua tak tulis trip Perth tu 3 tahun dulu time info data masih fresh out from the oven. Penyebab utamanye = kura kura gabak dok buat roadblock)... tapinye rasa cam sayang sebab trip Perth tu banyak meninggalkan kenangan. Sangat2.. humm.. wokeh... nak cite gak ah nanti nanti nanti nanti nanti nanti but first kene bawak cik kura kura dok tepi jalan. Tamo hadang hadang dah..

Menyilangkan kaki gaya gadis kunun-kunun ayu, bahu kanan disandarkan ke dinding sambil muka sedikit mendongak melihat TV LCD yang disangkut(?) di dinding(mata je konon menghayati, tapi otak melayang).  Tetiba terdengar sore comel seorang kanak-kanak lelaki bertanya kepada ayahnye berkali-kali. Setiap soalan yang diutarakan adalah ulangan pertanyaan sebelumnye.  " Ayah..sesak nafas tu apa?".  Selepas 3 kali soalan itu diputar-putarkan berulang kali, hampir aku menoleh ke sebelah kiri dan jawab pertanyaan budak comel tu,  " Adik, sesak nafas tu...contohnye macam kakak ni. Nak nafas tak boleh. Tarik la nafas sekuat mana pon, udara tanak gak masuk-masuk dalam terowong pernafasan akak. Kesian akak dik. Dua-dua lubang hidung akak ni kene sumbat dengan hingus yang degil lagi menggatal nak buat perhimpunan haram. Akak terpaksa bernafas ikut mulut je dik. Rasa macam nak lemas je sebab kurang udara. Itu lah sesak nafas. Paham dah dik?." Nasib baik ayah budak ...

Reading back my previous post, I was like.......the sentences are kinda weird..... freaking grammatically error everywhere English.....*sigh*. Gotta look back at my English TextBook and revised them back. It's not that I dont want to write in Malay, but I figured that if dont keep on writing in English, those skills/knowledge will fade. These kind of things need practice. Right? And if you must know, for one freaking post, I spent for at least 30 minutes-1 hour before it can be published. The most frustrating things that keep on happened to me for every post was that I always could not find the word. The freaking word! ! !  *sigh* My head make sentences in Malay, so I had to translate it in English which often didnt come out as fast as I want to. Just because I couldn't remember the English word for it. Dang to ke dang dang dang it!!! That's for written English. Now, for spoken English.... Now that I'm unemployed, I haven't spoke in English as much as I ...

Mari telan ubat supaya esok leh g opis Ps: ubat tade expiry date kan? Malas nk g klinik punye pasal. Bulan 10 tahun lepas punye ubat kire okeh la kan?? Pss: weekend lepas hampir sume orang dalam umah ni saket..pergi econsave pon mak asyik cakap je, org ni mesti demam,org tu pon macam demam je.... Pssss: aku org yg selalu melayankan sakit2 yg x sebeberape ni.aku tgk org lain sakit2 pon , kuat je. Tabik toing toing okeh.. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

Yay! it's Sunday... and my plan for today is to clean up my room which I still havent get around to do it yet err... more like I dont know where to start I mean should I start with the books and magzs first? or maybe the paper no, the wardrobe would be the best place to start but then again, maybe not... rite now, I'm literally looking around my room back and forth, back and forth.... waagggaaaaggaaaa...... ouch! my neck hurts.. my Head Hurts more adoyaiii..time is ticking and I need my doraemon

--------------- Sedang aku menyukat mentega nak dibuat Choc chip smalam, terkedek-kedek datang satu hero kecik ke arah aku. "alang wat ape? " "mak lang nak buat cookies ni. Jangan kacau maklang" "Alang.wat.kukis?" sambil muke die buat ala2 comel dekat aku.heh.. "Hummm..." habis sukat barang2 yang diperlukan, aku masuk dapur nak pi pukul butter ngan gula(sukat bahannye kat blakang dapur). Si hero kecik tu pon kedek2 mengeko. "Alang.wat.ape?" "buat kukiss" malas da aku nak layan budak ni tau... tetiba si hero menghilangkan diri. Sekali ku toleh, die perginye bukak peti ais. Aduhhh.. " Faris nak buat ape bukak peti ais tuh? dah..dah..tak payah main peti ais. tutup balik" mata aku perhatikan balik doh yang tengah kene pukul. Tetiba, muncul budak kecik tu sebelah aku balik. "Alang..nah.." sambil kaki genitnye terjungkit2 cube nak meletakkan satu botol atas kabinet dapur. "???????....Faris nak buat a...

Just came back from PMC. Faris was admitted because of his fever. Ngaaa~~cian je budak kecik tuh. Menangis meragam tak henti2. ~ ~ ~ * * *~ ~ ~ Kebelakangan ni, aku banyak berpikir. Hal emosi, hal kerja, hal orang.... bile dah besar camni, baru aku tau manusia ni banyak ragam. haih..... kadang2 aku terpikir, aku selalu mendengar luahan rintihan orang. Tapi bile time aku nk meluahkan, rasa macam didengar sebelah telinga. bile mereka merungut, aku layankan je. tapi bile aku merungut, mereka macam marah balik. ape la salahnye layankan jugak. sensitif mereka, aku jaga. tapi sensitif aku, macam diabaikan. baru aku tau, kadang2 upfront saje mereka baik. tapi dekat belakang ade sikit busuk hati. Mende ni aku  je baru tau. rasa macam terperanjat + sedih + tak sangka..... rahsia kita sebolehnya nak dikorek2 walhal mereka punya disimpan. tapi bile diberi kongsi, dibocor2kan. kadang2 aku heran. Benda yg mereka buat (dan aku terpaksa layankan ), bile aku yg buat benda yg sama kat mer...

situasi : Si A : Bapak besar lubang hidung kau! dah la sebelah je pulak tu!! reaksi kamu?: A: Kepala Hotak ko! rasa macam dah lama hidup kat dunia ni ke? (muke merah, hidung kembang kuncup, mata gile menjengil) B: Ah, Sukati la lubang idung aku nk besa macam mana pon. Ade menyusahkan ko? C: ............(terasa hati yg amat sampai rasa nk nangis tapi x tau nak cakap ape) D: ............(macam muke die tu lawa beno je nak cakap kekurang orang lain) E: ............(takde perasaan) F: ............(Buat2 macam tade perasaan, tapi dalam hati gile emosi memberontak) G: (Nada marah)Nak buat macam mana? dah Allah nak jadikan! H: DUSH!!!!! I: Kejadian Allah. Aku terima seadanye. (ikhlas) sile bulatkan pilihan anda. Pakai Pensil 2B ye. kalo tak susah nak detect. Dah pilih? aku? kalo boleh aku nk bulatkan pilihan yg last skali. kalau boleh. tapi aku rasa hanya orang2 yg hati die ikhlas dan redha je yg boleh sampai ke tahap camtu. so, awal2 lagi I dah di strike outkan utk aku. S...

My room is a mess! going to fly out tonite(early morning tomorrow actually) and I still havent pack my bag yet. can I just wish it out to magically pack themselves out? grr..seriously.. me seriously is one hell of a lazee bummerranggg.....but i guess thats old stuffs. alrite! jiayo me with packing!!!! tata

Alright.. I’m currently in the middle of watching project runway season 8 ep 13. And Grechen(one of the top 4) said something that really2 intrigues me and it makes me stop watching the show for a while and scribble(type actually.I just want to use that word ^^) this one out. She said “ your friends rarely tells you who you really are ..” And its true right? I mean, if you look really carefully, friends usually tell something that what the others want to hear rather than pointing something out. We shut our mouth rather than voicing out our opinions. I’m not saying that we lied, we just...... shut up. And we kinda do it unintentionally. Why? Because the truth hurt. And who like being hurt? and as a friend, you don’t like hurting your friends? Kan? Betul tak? And truthfully, we sometime don’t want to be the one who pointing out the wrong just because we don’t want to argue. Or secretly hoping someone else would tell them out. Familiar with the situations? Me? I don’t like people s...

Arghhh!!... it's going to be 4 weeks since I last using my LAN cable(is that the correct term?) for internet. Have to resort using mom's Broadband to surf surf. And I tell you, it's freaking NIGHTMARE. Notice the caps? Wonder why people bother using that stuff. I know, I know...it's convenient and all..but honestly, they are so freaking in love in making their sweet jolly time transfering the data! and you think nothing could beat snails for their infamous speed.! yeah I know I exaggerate. but if you were like forever using the normal LAN cable and suddenly  have to switched to broadband, you will notice the difference. Stability of the speed and the line is one thing that I miss sooo freaking dearly. sigh Streamyx, even though our history is not all rainbows and butterflies and chocolates, with you being a jerk for DCing on me suddenly and making me to call your papa quite often, but still...youre my best buddy. Miss you buds! oh yeah..did I tell you guys that my L...

salam.. Nearly this whole week I've been under some weird weather. I'm not really sick, but I am, and got this constant urge to lay down. One time I felt healthy,  but then those wicked headache make appearance, and then I'm okay back. then bratty cough come running towards me tagging along his besties, sore throat. All and all, I felt crap. And of course, my attitude became crappy also... Have u  ever felt like the whole world is against you and you thought that no one in this universe would ever understand? If you haven’t, well lucky you. Me? I’ve been through that quite a time now mostly in my pre-teen, teen, and post-teen. And I’d like to think because of that, I’ve became a tougher person as I am now. Question is how to overcome that? How the hell I know. Me no psychologist. And back then, I always blame the world back. Well tough luck. You blame the world, they aint care shit about you. So, I just have to love them back right? Then they will love me ri...

*sigh* remember the weekend before last weekend I told you guys I've been to Kedah? Because of E'ah's wedding? well, I took a lot of pictures.. and you know what? most of them are over exposed!! like totally totally over exposed! Demit. even after photoshopped, the photos still ruined. =___= big NOTE to myself...next time, change settings accordingly =__= . . . off to make the best of the wacko photos..

sometimes I wonder.. why does everyone do what everyone did why people always think that they stood on the right side of the road why people always acting like they're oh so nice why people keep on looking other's fault but blind to their own why people trashing people who point out their not so nice personality why people always so sensitive to things concerning themselves but never sensitive enough to their surroundings or people around them why people always think that their way is the right way why people like to look others under their noses why!? why the hell am making this entry? to be truth, I think all of the above are inside everyone. Every freaking people. If you deny it, well, then you live in oblivion. Arrogance. again why the hell I write this thing? because somehow within my 25 years of living, I kinda fed up with people who act like they are so nice and all, but the reality was, they are not that different. me? the things that I ...

sometimes... when you woke up in the morning,you felt okay but... when the time morning ends, your face was as cloudy as mud water or Klang river. then, by the time early evening starts, your heart begin to paint itself with beautiful colors. And... when it's time to sleep, your world was warm enough that you can sleep with a tiny smile upon your face . . . . . . I just hope my day will always begin with a sunshine and stay that way until my bedtime where I'll need my moon ape aku merepek ni weih...

me and my family are going to watch Shrek today.yay!!! and we're suppose to get ready before 9 so that we could hit the road by 9.30... the thing is, IMAH and MAN havent even take their shower yet! and its nearly 9! pkol bape nak kuar ni weih!!!!!!!!!!!!

the me at the moment, very super lazy to update this blog. Forget this blog, I even  felt reluctant to open the laptop. But, of course I WILL on my lappy. pffftt..what question is that?.okay, no question been asked *bengong* :P . but no, seriously, I felt tired! why? because I woke up at 4.55 am, went to work at 5.30 am, and by 6 am, I'll be in front of the PC for the WHOLE office hour. And now I think my eyes going more blur then they already did. gahhh*went nuts* ......... =____= . . . . . nah.. that's just my excuse for not updating my  blog. :P oh yeah..dont forget to go to my shawls blog and grab a piece or two ^^

entry ni panjang gile. kalo rasa cam nak muntah, sile la baca remember last entry I talked about some orientation? well, that event was organized by HP for us, the new hired. Not going to talk into details about that but I would say, the food there were fabulous!! but then, it's Renaissance Hotel. what do you expect? two thumbs up.. on the last day of the orientation, which was Wednesday, somewhere in the middle of some talk, my body kinda felt weird. I mean, I cant sit straight, or still. I became listless and my head suddenly felt like a heavy concrete sitting on top of my neck. And when I got up from my chair to grab my lunch, it felt like I was walking on air.one wrong step, and I would fell flat with my head doing the touch down. but thank god nothing embarrassing happen. at that point, I really really really want to go home. like desperately need my bed. but the problem was, I was car pooling with 2 other colleagues. so I cant just go home. and leave them there. and that...

A a a a a a a a a a a a a a r r g g g h h !!!!!!!!!!!!! aku sangat bosan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Eid Al-Hajj people!!! how was your guys day? me? it was okay. Rose early in the morning(at least early for me), ate a little breakfast, went to surau to pray sunat hari raya, went back home, and sat around doing nothing. I am bored!! do you guys know any recreational activities or any place that didnt need too much money to get involved in but still fun? give me some ideas.I've been thinking to do wall climbing. or bungee jumping. but that still need money that I kinda dont really have. blerhg..money cant buy anything but at the same time, everything need money. what have our world became into? =__= hurmm....I'm bored, so I want to make this entry a little longer. brace yourself people. this might turns into an ugly real bore entry.Skip if you want. yesterday(or was it the day before yesterday?), I took Job Street English Language Assessment. it's for the employers to see my english efficiency I guess. the assessment consist of 40 questions. 10 Conversation, 10 Gramm...