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Just came back from PMC. Faris was admitted because of his fever. Ngaaa~~cian je budak kecik tuh. Menangis meragam tak henti2. ~ ~ ~ * * *~ ~ ~ Kebelakangan ni, aku banyak berpikir. Hal emosi, hal kerja, hal orang.... bile dah besar camni, baru aku tau manusia ni banyak ragam. haih..... kadang2 aku terpikir, aku selalu mendengar luahan rintihan orang. Tapi bile time aku nk meluahkan, rasa macam didengar sebelah telinga. bile mereka merungut, aku layankan je. tapi bile aku merungut, mereka macam marah balik. ape la salahnye layankan jugak. sensitif mereka, aku jaga. tapi sensitif aku, macam diabaikan. baru aku tau, kadang2 upfront saje mereka baik. tapi dekat belakang ade sikit busuk hati. Mende ni aku  je baru tau. rasa macam terperanjat + sedih + tak sangka..... rahsia kita sebolehnya nak dikorek2 walhal mereka punya disimpan. tapi bile diberi kongsi, dibocor2kan. kadang2 aku heran. Benda yg mereka buat (dan aku terpaksa layankan ), bile aku yg buat benda yg sama kat mer...

salam.. Nearly this whole week I've been under some weird weather. I'm not really sick, but I am, and got this constant urge to lay down. One time I felt healthy,  but then those wicked headache make appearance, and then I'm okay back. then bratty cough come running towards me tagging along his besties, sore throat. All and all, I felt crap. And of course, my attitude became crappy also... Have u  ever felt like the whole world is against you and you thought that no one in this universe would ever understand? If you haven’t, well lucky you. Me? I’ve been through that quite a time now mostly in my pre-teen, teen, and post-teen. And I’d like to think because of that, I’ve became a tougher person as I am now. Question is how to overcome that? How the hell I know. Me no psychologist. And back then, I always blame the world back. Well tough luck. You blame the world, they aint care shit about you. So, I just have to love them back right? Then they will love me ri...

I'm seriously still heart broken :( picture from http://mrheartbreak.blogspot.com/2009/05/lol.html

AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe!!!!!! kenapa Brazil kalah!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaa..... sob sob.. pape pon, I still LOVE YOU KAKA!!

sometimes I wonder.. why does everyone do what everyone did why people always think that they stood on the right side of the road why people always acting like they're oh so nice why people keep on looking other's fault but blind to their own why people trashing people who point out their not so nice personality why people always so sensitive to things concerning themselves but never sensitive enough to their surroundings or people around them why people always think that their way is the right way why people like to look others under their noses why!? why the hell am making this entry? to be truth, I think all of the above are inside everyone. Every freaking people. If you deny it, well, then you live in oblivion. Arrogance. again why the hell I write this thing? because somehow within my 25 years of living, I kinda fed up with people who act like they are so nice and all, but the reality was, they are not that different. me? the things that I ...

here's one situation. one day, you queued up at ATM and the line was freaking long and furiously slow! but you're in a good mood, so you braced yourself and waited patiently in the line. All was good. until you felt something brushed your back lightly. you glanced back over your shoulder and saw a woman with an impatient face that kept glancing at her watch and you instantly knew that the thing that brushed your back was the woman's sling handbag that she brought to her front. The brushed was harmless and has no ill intention what so ever, so you didnt really mind altho you felt a little bit uncomfortable. But then, the woman kept on shifting from standing on one foot to another (you know when you're impatient, you cant sit/stand still?, that's what the lady does) which makes her bag kept on brushing on you. And that really makes you so freakingly uncomfortable. and annoyed. in that situation, what would you do? tell her to back off? me? I dont want to make a scene....

It's 3.51 am. And I cant sleep. gehh.. When you keep rolling to your left, then to your right, then back to left again, and back to right, and you finally realized that you cant sleep, your mind tend to wander. Mine? they kept on wandering to depressing places. And that made me sad... If there's anyone out there who want their son or daughter to be tuition-ed up(B.B.Bangi, Cyberjaya, Putrajaya people), do contact me. I can teach Add Math and Math Modern. Need money like badly bad..

aku sangat down skang.. rasanye cam nak marah sume orang je dan rasa sangat letih ...................... DND

jangan tanya kenape concern pon tayah I dont need it I just need some space, lots of it and a little bit of prayer for me Ya Allah..please help me...