it's not that I resent men..........

is it safe to say that men have it easy than women in life? I mean generally. I'm sure men have lot of issues they have to face, but come on...you have to agree with me.

hear me out

1)
when we go out, women tend to have the longest time to get ready. they have to put on the best dress/clothes, wear it with a matching tudung, handbeg. not to forget the time they need to put makeup on. very time consuming...=__=...

now, I'm sure there are some guys out there that need like hours to prepare themselves to be presentable (yeah, like put tons of hair gel to make their hair messy-like for an hour. what's the point really. they could have just woke up and never bother to fix their hair and voila! ready to go. no need those greasy gel=__=). right!?

2)
we female, have monthly pains. the level of pain might be varies from one and another. but still, it's like a must to have. mood swing, oversensitive, breast tenderness(hurt like hell), acne(hate it!), appetite changes(thank god I switch to not having appetite at all. don't want to gain weight every month),all of those are PMS. and we have it like 1-2 weeks before the menstrual cycle. And when the actual menstrual cycle finally come, we have to deal with the deadly(and I really mean deadly dead) menstrual pain. If one are lucky, they dont get the pain. but only few are chosen. Not me. I'm in the common circle +________________+.

men...the challenge they face might be have to deal with women with PMS. ^__^

3)
women, we get pregnant. for 40 weeks! a lot of mood swing! lot of care should be given to the mother and to the baby in the belly. then come the labor day. and the pain? zero experience (maybe in the future if god will and I'm sure hope for it one day). but people says that the pain is second to death. not that I know that either.

men, again, they have to know how to handle pregnant woman. not easy I tell you. but at least they wont have to experience it.

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why the heck I write this lame entry? I dunno. maybe because I want to focus my attention to something else other than the throbbing pain around my pelvic and belly. and I'm not in my best mood. and I just need somewhere for me to rant something. anything, really. and I cant whine to my mom coz I didnt take any panadol(like she asked me to) to relieve the pain.

not that I resent men or something for not having to have to feel what I feel.

and it's not that I question god. after all, all that He creates are for a reason..

but...

but...

I just want you guys to hear me out..

I JUST WANT THis PAIN TO GO!!!

gile talak

dah tige minggu aku batuk tak kebah2 lagi (ni dah nak masuk minggu ke 4 dah ni.).

satu ubat batuk klinik dah habis, ubat batuk kelapa laut yg aku baru beli minggu lepas dah separuh habis. tapi kenape ye degil sangat batuk ni nak tinggalkan badan aku? gile talak ape.! geram tahu!

dalam 3 minggu yg lepas, aktiviti minum air sejuk aku tinggal kan dulu. lagipon batuk2 gini, tekak pon gatal2, nak minum air sejuk pon tak lalu. sedap lagi minum air panas. rasa cam air panas tuh menggaru garu anak tekak. sangat lega hokay!

tapi kan, lepas 3 minggu, ingat senang ke nak tahan nafsu tekak ni?! nak2 lagi bile time kenduri kakngah kat kedah itu hari derang hidangkan air bandung ais. my feberet okeyh! dah la hari tgh panas menggila tak hengat! peluh plak dok merembes2! tak dulik! minum gak!!!

dan semalam time berenti RnR tapah untuk lunch, tekak gatal nak merasa ice cafe latte.

dan tadi time dinner, ternampak air teh o ais limau dok menggoda2 aku. dan aku terguda. natijahnye, satu cawan besaaaaar aku teguk.

dan sekarang saluran pernafasan aku rasa cam sempit..

dan batuk semakin melengkung lengkung

padan muke aku!

weekend yg besh!

just coming back from Kedah. Yesterday was KakNgah's wedding reception from the groom's side. The wedding was such fun! I was having fun!




I think my mom would update about this, so I just skip all the details.

malas sebenonye..

and I have a headache..

dan aku tgh tgk video nikah kakngah yg baru je sampai dalam DVD tadi..

schedule oh schedule~~

malam khamis minggu lepas(29/10), mak tetibe bg tau aku yg ayah dapat panggilan tok pergi haji 4 november(hari ni). kalo ikut perancangan, mak ayah pergi dalam tarikh 14 november ke atas. dengar je mak cakap camtu,aku dah termenung memikirkan kenduri kakngah belah lelaki 7 november ni. x dapat la mak ayah ikut.................

kalo diikutkan, hantaran untuk kenduri kakngah, pihak kitorang akan kasi time bertandang ke umah pengantin lelaki. tapi disebabkan berita mengejut tu, ayah decide nak kasi time malam nikah. means, jumaat malam sabtu(30/10). aku plak dapat tau decision tu pagi jumaat tu sendiri.

hadoii....hantaran lom siap lagi..ade beberape hantaran nak kene decorate. kek plak dah tempah untuk tarikh yg sepatutnye. mak plak tak sihat.

hadoi...

pagi jumaat tu aku kuar dalam pkol 9 nak ke pukul 10 ke putrajaya hantar kad undang an kat padel(aku suke buat keje last minit :>tapi pon padel dah tau, tinggal kad je lom kasi lagi), singgah alamanda jap beli cookies ngan ferrero rocher untuk hantaran, singgah kedai kek mintak tukar tarikh siap hari tu jugak pukul 5(nasib baik uncle tu terime..phew), balik umah siapkan hantaran, buat ape2 persiapan yg patut, semayang zohor, kuar lagi ke warta beli gule2 untuk hantaran, balik umah semule, siap2kan beberape hantaran, kuar balik pegi kedai kek amik kek hantaran, balik umah semule, bantu mak siapkan sikit2 hantaran, mandi, smayang, uruskan pengantin ngan makeup artist kejap, dan aku sendiri siap2 untuk majlis nikah . by the time majlis habis, badan dah letih giller..

aku bukan nak citer pasal tu sebenonye..

nak citer, alkisahnye, malam tadi, lepas isyak, ayah dapat panggilan dari ejen yg uruskan perjalanan haji ayah mak. die mintak jasa baik ayah boleh tak kalo ditukar tarikh flight ke 13 november. rupenye tabung haji termasukkan lebih orang sampai ade 50 orang tak dapat seat untuk flight 4november. so ayah aku dengan rela hatinye pon bersetuju la..

aku pon lapang je dada dengar..

pencopek kenduri kawen

alkisahnye..

time kenduri marin ade 2 handset hilang. handset ayah aku ngan handset pengantin pempuan. handset ayah memang takleh nak cakap ape lah. kecuaian besar! pasal ayah main letak je handset kat almari tepi tangga. takleh nak cakap ape la. orang ramai kuar masuk kuar masuk umah. Kakngah nye hp plak, die letak kat drawer meja solek. tak sangka la plak ade orang nak amik.sume orang terlupe bilik kakngah tu bilik pengantin yg konfem orang akan kuar masuk nak tgk. tak teringat nak simpan baik2 mende2 yg berharga.bilik of the day le katakan..

sangat tak sangka sebenarnye..

tapinye, kitorang cam tau je sape pencuriknye..

ade satu ketika, aku nak bawak leen, diana, ngan watie gi naik tingkat atas umah tengok bilik pengantin. elok je daki tangga dah nak sampai tingkat atas, nampak ade sorang laki mude dalam lingkungan 20-an tgh mencari2 something. aku tanya la, kenapa. die balas balik, nak tau arah kiblat. nak smayang. dalam hati cam heran gak, pasal kenape nak smayang sampai naik tingkat atas. bukannye saudara aku pon. dan bukan kawan kakngah aku for sure!(kawan kakngah sume tak leh bersore)

tapi berbaik sangka, aku amik sejadah, dan kebetulan ayah tgh qamat kat bawah, aku bawak die turun balik, hampar sejadah kat sebelah ayah, soh die smayang situ..

dalam situasi kedua pulak, mak teh tgh nak smayang. sedang2 elok nak smayang, ade sorang laki tgh nak naik tangga. bile die nampak je makteh, muke die cam terkejut. makteh tanya, nak ape? die jawab," ade nampak spek mata saya tak?"

bile je kitorang sedar hp2 tu hilang, aku ade berbual2 berbincang2 ngan makteh ngan mak. bercerite pasal aksi curiga pemuda tadi. dan dari description makteh, kitorang dapat simpulkan, pemuda dari kisah aku dan dari kisah makteh ade lah orang yg sama..

so how??

redha je laahhh.. bende da nak jadi nak buat cane..

ps: kesian kat kakngah aku, menangis kejap hp die hilang. ayah plak, terduduk tak terkate ape2