Trying is all I can do

This week is an emotional wreck kinda week. Starting from Sunday evening all the way through the week, it's one rocky roller coaster ride. Rasanya hampir semua emosi yang exist this whole universe hadir dalam minggu ni.

Please no more..

Waktu siang tak terasa sangat sebab serious busy, so otak tak pikir apa. Tapi bila time masa senggang.....Too much feels..too much thoughts...

Minggu ni saja

First time tidur sambil berendam air mata.

First time menangis sampai mata sembab macam kena tumbuk, dan first time tak dapat tidur sebab menangis.

Tapi apa yang aku dapat minggu ni?

It's okay to cry

So that I could function well the next day

It's okay to feel so much

So that I could get closure that I never knew I need

And try to move on

And to rely to others

And to hold on tight on Allah to protect you and your family

May next week be better much much much than this week. InsyaAllah.

Comments

bosan

aku.. kalo bosan je mesti on internet asal tatau nak buat ape je, mesti surf internet kalo sehari tak ngadap masuk internet ni, tergeletek-geletek rasanye badan ni(macam ni agaknyer perasaan seorang addict bile....) persolannye sekarang... ape aku nak buat bile aku tgh bosan tapi aku bosan melayan internet. (did you guys get what I mean?) haih......... melayan novel lagi baik..

our JoY

Skang ni, umah aku(err..umah mak ayah aku sebenonye) penuh gile dgn gelombang gelombang warna warni pelangi. ya. tak tipu. betol ni. semonye disebabkan angel kecik yg sangat comel bernama baby Faris. serius..aku bangun je, mesti nak tgk baby Faris.mesti nak cium2 baby Faris.mesti nak pegang pegang baby Faris. Sayang giller aku kat baby Faris. aint he the cutest baby ever! what more he got 2 cute little dimples on his cute little chubby cheeks. aawww... ni omak nye..hehehe..tombam laie. ni ha baru nak diet. omak den kata Kak Long taleh makan askem tok stahun.harharhar..naseb le ps: MakLang pon MakLang le..dah give up ngan panggilan Aunty Alang dah some asik komplen je. plus it's too mouthful. tak kose den

mimpi dan offer

Awal pagi tadi aku bermimpi... aku dapat offer kerje... kat Bangi... betape gembiranye hati aku (dalam mimpi tu) . . . . . . persoalannye...kerje pon aku tak cari lagi..bermimpi je la aku... ps: baru aku teringat, aku dapat keje kat Proton sebagai engineer automotive..err..aku blajar electronics kot..tang mananye motive2 ni pon tatau le aku... editted ps: ni sume adelah mimpi semata2..aku tak dapat keje kat mana2 lagi..harap maklum..

Fr3aKy Lu||aby

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