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Now and Then

Dah seminggu sesi persekolahan tahun 2015 bermula.

Dah seminggu juga aku start ngajar balik

Dah seminggu jugak voice volume on high level

Masuk je hari Jumaat, tekak sakit. Matahari pulak mencanak teriknye.

Tadi browse account IG. browse punye browse, ternampak satu gambar; nasi lemak dok bersusun kat kantin sekolah. Terus otak melayang2 time dolu-dolu..

kalo sekarang nasi lemak berapa ye? kalo tak silap time aku kecik2 dulu(dalam 1992-1997) nasi lemak sepinggan dalam 50 sen. ke kurang lagi? tak hengat plak. Yang aku ingat, mak pagi2 mesti susun duit syiling kat atas meja untuk kami adik beradik. Seringgit dua puluh sen. Enam puluh sen untuk sekolah pagi, enam puluh sen untuk sekolah petang. Air, bawak sendiri.

So, fevret aku, setiap hari mesti pekena nasi lemak. Sampai sekarang masih lagi teringat sambal nasi lemak kantin sekolah agama Jais(B.B.B). Mantap!

Tapi tu dulu.

Boleh la nak bekalkan anak2 RM1.20 . Sekarang? nasi lemak je dah RM1.00


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