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Reminiscence : Sekolah Rendah Agama

Setiap kali teringat zaman2 sekolah rendah agama dulu, mesti teringat sorang ustaz ni. Ustaz feqah. Still ingat yg ustaz ni suka pakai baju kemeja stail 70/80-an. Dengan songkok hitamnya. Dan seluar kerja yang sungguhla Bell Bottom style.

Dulu sekolah tahfiz yg kain warna ungu tuh tak banyak. So kitorang adik beradik kebanyakannye pergi sekolah agama Jais. Yang kain die warna hijau tu. Tak tau la kalo orang lain, tapi setiap kali aku datang ke sekolah, dalam otak asik ingat maaaaaaaain je. Tak main getah, main teng-teng. Tak pon main batu seremban. Tak pon main jentik2 pemadam. Apa2 lah. Asalkan main. Mebe sebab sekolah pagi dah asik belajar je kottt.......

So, untuk sekolah agama, aku amik pendekatan pelajaran.....nanti2 dulu. Bile nak exam je baru amik tau.

Sampai lah beberapa minggu sebelum SPRA.

Masih lagi main. Belajar pon main2.

Ada satu hari....dalam kelas feqah, ustaz masuk kelas. Time ni syllabus sume dah habis. Tinggal revision je seblom exam. Dan ustaz panggil sorang2 berdiri dan jawab soalan2 yg ustaz kasi.

Dalam hati, punya la berdoa nama tak kene panggil. Muka punya la tunduk bawah ngadap meja dengan harapan ustaz tak tergerak hati die nak soh aku jawab........ yea rite

U : Syakirin
*sigh* berdiri pelan2
U : Anggota sujud ade berapa
K : 7 (tatau cane bleh ingat ade 7)
U : Sebutkan anggota-anggota sujud
K : ....................... er......... hidung
U : ..... .......... kalau awak tutup hidung, macam mana nak bernafas
K : .............*terkulat2 da nih* .................... mulut?
U : hurmm..hidung tutup, mulut tutup, habis langsung tak bleh bernafas.. macam mana?
* waktu ni sume orang da pakat gelak. ngek tol*
K : ..................................*buat muke kesian kat ustaz sebab tak reti jawab*
U : ..................................
U : 1. dahi. , kedua2 tapak tangan, kedua2 lutut, kedua2 kaki.


sumpah sampai hari ni aku ingat lagi anggota2 sujud.


Harap2 anak comel ni akan ingat dan mengamalkan ape yg aku sampaikan kat derang.



ps: teringat yg aku slalu ponteng sekolah agama hari rabu. Nak tengok Dash Yankuro punyer pasal........kikikiki...

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