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surf internet lagi murah dari sms/call

Hari pertama di Madinah Al-Munawwarah. Smalam dari Mekah, kami group Andalusia dalam 6 bas(lebi h kurang 250) bertolak pkol 2.45 ptg (lebih kurang) dan sampai di Madinah lebih kurang pkol 9 mlmlebih. On the waynak ke Madinah kitorang benti makan kat restoran Yaman makan nasi arab. Makan pon style arab.satu dulang 5 orang. Nanti2 la upload gambar(itu pon kalo rajin).


Pagi ni sronok pasal dapat menapak di Raudhah. Tapi rasa sedih pasal x dpt nk solat kat sana. Stakat berdoa je. Orang teramat la ramai. Sangat bersesak2an. Keliling orang tolak2. Mak ngan Imah dapat bersolt. Hurmm...mungkin ade hikmah gak, pasal balik2 hotel je baru pasan lampu merah sudah bernyala....

Sob sob sob...makan pil pon tak dapat bertahan..

Sob sob sob...


Oh ya. Smalam ade satu beg dah tak nampak kelibat. Beg tu berisi tong air(kosong je tong tuh) ole2 yg ak beli utk ex budak opis ngan beberapa baju kotor(termasuk le 2 set kain ihram ayah). Huhuhu...da x de rezeki....ayah kata, mungkin kain ihram tu tanak kuar dari tanah Haram....Wallahualam....

Sronok je main internet kat sini kan? Percaya tak, surf dlm 15 minit, tak sampai 1 rial pon.sen sen je.....


Madinah Al-Munawwarah - Selasa 17 April/4.14pm

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