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ngeee..what a day...

ayoo...

eh. Salam..

Hari ni, satu hari aku weng.

Masuk opis dgn perasaan y segar, tapi cepat je layu. ngaaa..keje gue menimbun! stress ok keje banyak ni..tapi sebenarnye kalo keje tade pon aku stress gak.pasal tatau cane nak abiskan masa yg terluang :P. macam mana tu? manusia ni memang sentiasa tak puas hati! manusia manusia..

geh....satu hari aku weng kot kat opis(di stresskan skali lagi, weng!). kepala pon da start berdenyut2.migraine kott..entah. cane rasa migraine tu sebenarnye ek?

pasal sakit kepala, keje pon terpaksa buat lambat2. kire kalo selalu speed 90km/h, aku buat 80 je. hehehe..gue berkerja nggak laju macam kawan gue miszleen. 120km/h tuu..*sengih**sengih*

ape jugak la aku cube sampaikan kat sini ni weih...nih....., bukan nk cite pasal aku pening kepala ke ape. kejap2. da nak sampai isi kandaungan utama da pon.

so, disebabkan buat keje lambat, so keje pon lambat siap. bile keje lambat siap, terpaksa la OT. jadi nye, selalu shift hbs pkol 3 ptg, hari ni pkol 5.10 baru angkat montot nak balik umah.

Alkisahnye, on the way, kat highway dengkil-putrajaya, tetibe nye aku terdengar satu bunyik. kedepek kedepok kedepek kedepuk. kuat doh. ayoo..dengan perasaan cemasnye, gue pon bagi signal kecemasan pi parking kat bahu jalan. dah siap parking, takut plak diri ni nak kuar kete cek ape yg tak kene. time2 camtu la terimbas cerita2 orang kene ragut samun rompak kejadah sume (x sanggup nak pikir lagi jauh dari kes gitu).takutttt..tapi sampai bile plak nak dok dalam kete tu sorang2 kan?. bulan takkan jatuh keriba. masalah takkan selesai dengan hanya bermimpi!(cewah)

so aku kuar la dari kete somel tu. kuar2 je bau getah kuat gile. bile tgk tayar blakang, kehempes!!

tayar rosak! pancit! pecah! what ever!

dan saye tatau cane nak tukar taya!

ye saye tau secara teorinye, tp praktikaliti? zero! nada! nehi! ilek!

nasib baik ade abang motor benti tolong tukarkan. Dan abang tu jugak ajar cane nak buat sume mende. saye kene bukak nat tayar sendiri ok? bangga la gak sket pasal dah tau cane nak tukarkan taya..kekekek

so kesimpulanye disini, saye serius kesusutan duit! tayar mahal ok!!!!

it is what it is...............

susahnye jadi orang dewasa ni

Comments

*miszleen* said…
ya Allah..sian gileeee! nasib ko takde pape wehh
a.T.i.e.Q.a said…
aku simpati dgn ko.. Alhamdulillah x de perkara buruk jadi (Nauzubillah)

kan? susah jadi orang dewasa kan? dulu2 semua nak bapak tolong, sekarang ni takkan nak mintak tolong lagi.. pandai2 la sendirik

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