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aku seorang yg malas nak menerangkan sesuatu..so jgn tanye byk2 soalan

Khamis malam Jumaat, aku pergi hantar kakngah aku ke klinik sebab batuk die dah hampir 2 minggu, tapi still tak kebah2. Ubat cap kelapa(ntah hape ntah nama brand tu sebenaunye, tak hengat lak aku) makan je.

Nak dijadikan cerite, kakngah aku ni orangnye agak special. Die pekak dan bisu sejak lahir. So, sebaik je masuk kat dalam bilik doktor, aku cakap straight kat doktor tu yg akak aku tu tak boleh cakap. Tujuan aku cakap kat doktor tu siang2 pasal nnt tadela doktor tu tanya kat akak aku dan tertunggu2 jawapan dari die. Senang bagi aku, dan senang bagi akak aku.

tapi, lepas je aku cakap yg kakngah aku takleh cakap, die tanye aku balik nape tak boleh?
aku jawap die bisu. aku jawab pendek pasal malas nak citer panjang. nak balik umah cepat. Tapi malangnye doktor tu rajin la plak menanye lagi nape die boleh jadi camtu. adoii..nak tak nak, aku senyum, maniskan muke kasi tempek2 gula 30 kg, aku kasi la jawapan die dengan suara yg saaangaaaatt ceria....aku malas nak tulis sebab die kat sini. korang cube la teka kenape..

lepas die cek2 akak aku, lepas tulis2 ntah hape2 yg patut kat notepad depan die, die tanye lagiiii. "die belajar macam mana? belajar tulisan braille?"

terdiam aku kejap..doktor ni biar betol...akak aku ni bukannye bute.buat ape die nak blajar tulisan braille. doktor ni tau ke tak tulisan braille tu tok ape??? aku cakap dalam hati je la. kang kecik ati plak doktor tu kalo aku cakap terang2. ade yg aku kene pergi klinik lain plak nanti. dah la aku nak balik cepat2 tengok movie. aish..so, ngan sopannye aku jawab la jawapan yg sepatutnye.

yg bengangnye, die still tanya soalan2 yg membuatkan aku bengang..

hai doktor ...doktor....

cek nak balik cepat..awatla hang pi dok tanya soklan2 bagai tu..adoiii..

Comments

miss padelito said…
nak kata xblaja..tapi ada title Dr.....ntah la!!!!
keireen said…
tuh la pasaaaaaaalll..............
Anonymous said…
ni mesti kes doktor blaja ilmu alam x habes. die xtau tu braille tu utk ape..maaf kn jela die.. T_T

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