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freestyle penyebab hidungku berair (=.=)

hadoi..
saketnye la idung ku ni. sok sek sok sek..

tadi petang gi kolam renang kat precint 9. dari hari tu lagi aku mmg rancang nak gi sana pasal terdengar kabo yg kolam renang kat sana tok pempuan. lagipon, aku tgk bangunan kejiranan tu(lupe nama sebenonye) ade bumbung. so dalam pikiran aku, kolam renang tu mesti kat dalam bangunan tu. tuh yg buat aku bertambah le lagi eksited. bukan ape, dulu time aku still blaja kat precint 16 tu, kolam renang die tade bumbung. kitorang blajar dari pukul 11 sampai ke pukul 1. kulit muke aku ni plak jenis yg cepat terbakar. dah la hitam, bertambah hitam aku. even guna sunblock yang water resistant pon tak jalan. last2 lepas 4 klas, aku give up.

utk seorang perempuan (at least bg aku), sunburn merupakan satu mende yg menyusahkan. kot kalo kulit ko putih macam orang putih yg selalu dok berjemur tiap summer biar nampak tanned takpelah. kene kat orang2 yg sewarna ngan kulit aku, silap2 nampak mata ngan gigi je. features yg lain sume hilang.

balik pada citer tadi balik

sampai kat precint 9 nye kolam renang, kolamnye tadela tok pempuan je, ade je tok lelaki. tinggal lagi diasingkan (which is perfecto), dan kolamnye tade bumbung pon. cess..hape la orang yg buat kolam ni. tak pikir ke kalo hujan, x dapat la mandi kolam!

tapi ape2 pon, petang ku sgt menyeronokkan. dan tadi imah ajar freestyle(die still lagi on ngan klas renang). sangat susah hokey freestyle, tang nak amik nafas tu payah beno!..tape2, belajar slow2..

lepas ni nak gi waktu malam le pulak.

korang2 tanak gi swimming ke??

Comments

Anonymous said…
nak!
hehe...
Violacea said…
nak nak. kelas mlm kalo ade. xmo sunburn jgk! tp tunggu ongkos nya dulu...hehee

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