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Battlefield

I dont really like this song when I first heard it on American Idol. But after watching 'So You Think You Can Dance' that was aired earlier (Brandon and Jeanine 2nd number) I was kinda hooked up. And now, it's on my main playlist.

Battlefield
Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind, I know what's happening here
One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war, why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't, I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride, neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhh
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor, get your armor, get your armor, get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, get your armor, get your armor, get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight and I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

You better go and get your armor, get your armor, get your armor, get your armor
You better go and get your armor, get your armor, get your armor, get your armor

Why does love always feel like, ohh
Why does love always feel like, ohh
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war, don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war, don't even know what we're fighting for

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