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yay!!!
final exam dah habis!!
if all goes well, bulan 8 ni aku grad. so doakan la aku lulus 3-3 paper dengan jayanye ye..

smalam, lepas je paper intro 2 machine hbs, balik bilik kat ostel ingat nak bantai tdo (pasal malam 1 jam lebih je lelap). tp manyak plk mende yg nak kene buat. nak kene tengok citer we got married(korean tv show) ngan buna ngan tikah la, nak kene kemas bilik la, nak surf2 internet la, nak kene bawak balik separuh barang2 aku balik bangi la, bile sampai umah dok borak2 ngan kaklong dgn gossip2 domestic terhangat la, melayan Faris lah, balik ostel balik la....hadoii..penat weiihh..tengah hari tu, ade la beberape minit je aku tdo. jadi laaa...

malam, aku ngan bebudak panda ni pakat nak makan steamboat kat Flaming Steamboat kat Sunway. ala2 buffet. makan la byk mana pon yg nak dengan harga 20 hengget. hadoiii...melantak habis giller punye lantak. kalo mak mentua tengok gaya kitorang makan, dgn kecohnye, dengan tak peduli orang kat sekelilingnye, for sure kene reject. aku tengok orang meje depan belakang dah dok tukar2 orang, kitorang still lagi bangun amik makanan. hehehhe..but that was so much fun. rasanye, lepas ni dah susah sikit nak kumpul ramai2 ceni....haih...

satu lagi acara gemilang semalam. the highlight of the day. lepas je perut boyot makan steamboat tu, sume bebudak termasuk Kimi(ehem ehem si ehem bukan nama sebenar) pakat kene angkat barang2 watek selori angkut ke umah sewa baru die. umahnye tingkat 3 and there was no lift so we have to mendaki the tangga. mau 3 kali turun naik turun naik. huhuhu..tape...dah makan, kene la eksesais. ye tak... hehehe..

watek, kami ikhlas mengangkat.

by the time aku balik ostel balik, I was in foul mood(ngantok nye pasal). very tired, very so much sleepy sampai nak bukak mata pon susah. sampai je bilik, tak pikir ape lagi dah. amik air smayang, solat, naik katil, sentuh je kepala aku kat bantal terus aku lelap.ZZzzzZZzz...
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