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the right way to eat..

ade satu ketika dulu time aku kat kampung. situasinye, kami sefamily kumpul2 kat meja makan pasal dah nak start makan (x hengat plak makan tgh hari atau malam). kan kebiasaannye bagi kite kaum manusia, bile nak makan, kite amik pinggan->isi nasi->isi sume kuah2 yg kite nak->suap kat mulut, kan? tapi atuk aku tak buat macam tuh. dia amik nasi masuk dalam pinggan->suap sekepal nasi dalam mulut->letak satu jenis kuah dalam pinggan->suap lagi sekepal dalam mulut->tambah lagi jenis kuah yg lain dalam pinggan->makan lagi, dan seterusnye.

mule2 aku x perasan pon yg atok aku makan camtu pasal aku selalu permulaan acara makan2 ni, konsentrasi aku lebih kepada pinggan kat tangan. tu belom lagi konsentrasi nak rebut kuah best atau bahagian ayam/telor yg best masuk dalam pinggan. bukan ape, kalo korang ade 8 orang adik beradik, rebut merebut ni akan jadi perkara biasa. tak leh nak kasi muke sangat, nnt orang kasi betis dia nak peha. isk...

sambung balik cerita asal..

bile atuk aku perasan aku main amik je sume jenis kuah tuang dalam pinggan, atuk aku cakap, "isk, gelojoh. amik satu2."

aku tergamam..

gelojoh sangat ke? pasal aku tgk kuah yg aku amik tak le byk sgt kuantiti die. kire biasa je. musykil..

pastu atuk aku terangkan le cara makan macam yg aku cakap kat perenggan 1st tadi tu. aku angguk2 kan je kepala aku. buat mulut huruf O skali ngan muncung2.

aku dengar je, tak buat pon cara atuk aku tu. bukan ape...kesabaran aku berada di tahap yg rendah. dan lagi jimat masa kalo amik semua kuah sekali harung, pastu gaul ngan nasi, ngaap!...jimat beb..

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yg ni tade kene mengena ngan cite kat atas. sekadar nak share current obesssion aku. mana taknye aku cakap obsess, pasal setiap kali bukak lappie je, mesti bukak lagu ni ulang2.

try ar dengar.. best..

BOLERO



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