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tgh hari tadi, aku ngan adik aku gerak gi Alamanda nak tgk Bedtime stories. patutnye, 1 hbln hari tu kitorang gi, tapi disebabkan mata aku x leh nak bukak pagi khames tu, aku postpone kan ke hari ni. heheh...rasanye adik aku time hari kames tu dah excited nak tgk dan aku rasa die cam keciwa sikit..hehehhe...ahhh, whatever..aku dah bawak die hari ni cukup baik dah.*sengih*

actually, sebelom ni dah tgk dah movie ni. tapi sebab 1st time tgk tu, dapat seat tepiiiii sekali yg membuatkan leher aku cam terkehel sikit sekaligus melowerkan level keseronokan aku nak enjoy movie tu, tu sebab la tgk balik. kuikuikui....nak nak lagi cite tu asek buat aku gelak macam orang gile. bayangkan, aku kat atas kerusi dalam wayang tu pon boleh terguling2 badan aku kelakar punye pasal. then, ade satu babak ni punye le kelakar tahap karma sampai aku gelak gile gile punye gile. hampir je nak hentakkan kepala kat dinding sebelah aku.seb baik tak buat ala2 headbanging kat dinding. kalo tak terpaksa la abang2 kerje kat situ bersihkan darah manis pale aku yg bertepek kat dinding malang tu.tatau mana satu lagi malang, orang yg terpaksa kerje lebih shift nak bersihkan darah tu ke atau dinding yg kene darah tu. isk, tak pasal2 nnt jadi wayang berhantu...ngaa...

ces..melalut plak.neway, sambung balik citer, time gelak tu mmg aku dah tak sedar diri dah dan mata aku tak ikut arahan otak aku untuk bukak mata biru aku luas tgk jalan cerita seterusnye dan menyebabkan aku terlepas!. pasai tu la cek x puas hati....

so..hari ni, dgn azam yg kuat, aku melangkah masuk theater room tu. nekad gile dah ni. kalo aku nak gelak pon aku kene pastikan mata aku terbukak luas(bayangkan mulut bukak besar2 sambil gelak besar and at the same time mata aku aku terbukak besar..hiss..macam citer seram la plak..)...hehehehe...

dan aku berjaya*senyum bangga+puas hati*..( berjaya tgk sume scene sambil mengawal gelak aku)

adik aku pon gembira ngan movie ni...
mmg la die gembira, dah aku yg belanja*laugh*..

at the end of the day..err, end of the movie..semua orang happy..

except my pocket coz lepas tu kene isi perut aku yg kekurangan enam pack ngan perut adik aku yg terlebih l*m*k gi makan burger king plak..
haih..taper la dik..kang ko dah besa nnt jgn lupe banjer kak lang..

PS: sape2 yg tak tgk lagi Bedtime stories, gi la tgk..tak rugi weih..lawak tahap atromen terulung

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