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angkat = lift...kakak angkat? = lift sister..kah kah kah..lawak2

entry sebelom ni aku ade kuarkan kenyataan yg aku penah amik adik angkat. tadi chat ngan buna dan die cam terperanjat(terperanjat ke buna? errr..ape2 je la) yg aku ade buat mende2 gitu. actually, kat sharodz ade beberapa title untuk mende angkat2 ni. tak kire la adik angkat ke, kakak angkat ke. time sekolah dulu, title2 bagai ni x de bermakna sgt dalam hidup aku sebab mende alah ni cam tradisi kat sharodz. tapi bile di pikir2 balik, rasa cam merepek je sume tu. and I'm one of those many ppl who involved in that kemerepekan!

title 'angkat' yg ade:-

1)adik/kakak angkat
2)adik/kakak mesra
3)adik/kakak sayang

jgn tanya aku kenape ade title2 cenggitu...aku pon tatau. datang2 sharodz je dah ade dah. title yg pertama tu utk adik/kakak angkat yg bese. just utk menambahkan koleksi je kot. pasal ade je kot yg kat sharodz tu mengumpul adik ngan kakak angkat. utk ape, aku pon tatau. kire cam nak tgk ke popular-an kot. who knows..

tang title ke dua tu, besenye di-ambil-angkat-kan bile rasa cam nak mesra kan hubungan..entah..aku tatau nak kabarkan macam mana. slalunye, hubungan junior ngan senior macam bese2 je kan. kalo la misalannye, ade seorang senior amik sorang junior ni adik mesra, means hubungan antara senior ngan junior tu akan lebih rapat.(sile jgn pikir kotor ye pasal ini adalah pure-ly nak merapatkan hubungan silaturrahim. not more than that. I think..

heh..tok title yg ketiga plak, yg sayang2 ni, er...die agak pelik sikit...I really dont want to explain it coz however well aku try, I bet it would sound confusingly wrong. but trust me, the relationship is harmless..usually.....most of the time..err..just leave it at that..

aku??
heh..time kat sharodz dulu aku ade sorang kakak mesra ngan sorang kakak sayang. sebelom korang pikir ape2 meh aku justifykan diri aku dulu. time aku di'ambil' tu, aku just seorang budak form 1 yg innocent yg masih lagi tatau ape2 pasal dunia ber'angkat'an ni.. so bile ade 2 orang kakak (dalam masa yg berlainan) nak mengagkat aku, aku pon terima je la. dan aku tak beberapa layan sgt pon kakak mesra aku tu. tok kakak sayang plak, err...payah le aku nak explain. pasal aku ni jenis orang yg tak kesah pasal ape2 pon. so aku just follow the flow..but let me assure you, nothing weird happened. I'm too innocent or stupid to realize ppl feelings. actually, I just love being oblivious to things...

utk adik angkat pulak..aku ade amik 2 orang..
time form 2 aku amik sorang adik mesra. the reason? aku tgk sume orang pon amik adik angkat. time tu ramai yg amik adik sayang dan macam yg aku bg tau tadi, aku suke ikut orang. so dalam byk2 junior tu, aku pick sorang, interview die, dan ter-angkat-lah budak tu jadi adik mesra aku. actually, the angkat2 things doesnt mean anything to me. it just tightens the relationship between that particular junior to me. that's all what it means to me.

time form 3, aku amik lagi sorang adik angkat. just adik angkat..reason? saje je menggatal tambah koleksi.ekekkeekekke..

later in my higher form, those things doesnt really matter..I just dont care anymore.
coz those things are just stupid..the title I mean. not the relationship pasal nak jalinkan ukhuwah silaturrahim kan bagus. cumenye, tayahla nak dijustifykan ngan title.. it would do just fine without it..
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