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si biadap dan si bodoh

aku kan...geram giller ngan pemandu2 dari kaum adam ni. bengang giller giller tahap gaban. dah hampir beberapa bulan aku dok ulang-alik ke dari umah ke PJ/KJ(aku tak pasti opis aku tu area kelana jaya atau PJ.still lagi konpius) dan dah banyak kali aku jumpa ngan mamat bodoh bangang ni..

geram sebab diorang ni biadap betol..

pantang betol kalo ade orang bontotkan keta aku(orang2 innocent, sile paham2 sendiri). dan pantang betol kalo diorang siap kasi lampu tinggi kat aku. ape..ingat lebuhraya tu bapak die punye company yg buat ke. geram aku..kalo tade kete kat lane seblah, aku tukar lane la jugak..ni time kete tgh banyak, kat depan ngan kat lane sebelah ade berbijik-bijik kete yg membuatkan aku x leh nak tukar lane or what ever, ko pergi himpit2 kete aku ngan kasi lampu skali, tak ke bodoh namanye. bodoh betol la derang ni. ingat diri sendiri je ke nak cepat. dan tak pernah aku tengok, orang yg bontotkan kete aku tu kaum lain selain kaum lelaki! bodoh punye lelaki! kalo nak cepat pon, tengok situasi ar!

lupe nak cakap. aku ni pon bukannye jenis driver yg lembab. slalu je bawak 120km/h(mintak2 encek polis tak baca blog aku). tu pon ade gak yg nak tunjuk kete depa lagi laju dari kete haku sampai nak tersentuh keta mangkuk hayun meke tuh ngan kete cayang aku.

dan sekali lagi, hanya kaum lelaki sahaja yg buat perangai bangang macam tu.

aku bukan x nak kasi derang tu potong. tapi at least kasi ruang antara kete mangkuk mereke ngan kete aku dan kasi aku peluang tukar lane. eeeeee...diorang ni tade otak lah! rasa cam nak berhenti je kete tgh2 jalan, amik besi lock stereng aku, pergi hentam kete derang( encek psikiatri, tu exaggerate je tu. tade maknenye. saye still waras lagi).

aku ni pon, bukannye bahek sangat kat jalan raya. pernah gak dalam masa beberapa bulan aku ulang-alik tu aku ngekor bontot kete orang. tatau la kalo ni boleh dijadikan alasan, tapi hari tu mmg aku tgh PMS dan bangon2 tdor je aku terus moody. tapi pon, aku bukannye bontotkan kete die suke2 je tade alasan. time tu kete tgh byk dan tetiba je satu kete bengong kat depan aku menyelit kat depan aku secara tiba2 tanpa kasi ape2 signal. nasib baik aku sempat break. kalo tak habis kete cayang aku masuk bengkel. geram punye pasal, aku ngekor je die. kalo hari bese, aku seranah sesorang je, tade ape2 tindakan susulan. malang skali driver tu seorang pempuan, jadi aku takleh la nak cakap bodoh punye lelaki.

mmg aku agak feminist, tapi betol ape. pemandu yg biadap bodoh selalunye, diulang sekali lagi SELALUNYE/KEBANYAKANYE orang lelaki. derang drive dgn ego tinggi bodoh derang, bukannye dengan otak!

ps: pardon my cuss words.

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