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mimpi saudagar pulang balik dari berdagang (tayah nak try paham.just my stupid babbling)

ho ho ho....

ye..kepada sesiapa yg menyambut Hari Natal, meri krismas..
gue suke bangat perayaan2 bagai ni. sebab, dapat le aku meng-ekskuse-kan diri sendiri tok mangkit lambat. plus, boleh le aku mimpi lama2 sikit. heheheh..

kebelakangan ni, minat tok aku membaca novel dah timbul balik(all thnx to twilight). tapi oleh kerana poket aku mengalamai kegawatan ekonomi(state yg x pernah berubah dari dolu sampai la ni), so solution yg aku amik adelah dgn meng-google what ever novel n dl-ed it. atau aku nyebok le kat forum mana2 celah2 tenet ni. (long live internet for the free goodies).

walopon prefer baca novel yg boleh aku pengang sambil golek2 atas katil dan sambil2 appreciate bau novel(korang kene test bau buku, coz they got this lovely paper smell that could get u addicted(better lagi dr addicted bau gam) and I tell ya, the older the books get, the better they smell. I'm a freak, I know) -sambung balik ayat- tapi aku patut bersyukur ngan ape yg aku ade. dah dapat baca pon dah cukup bahek. cumenye, aku harap power mata aku ni tak naik sgt la pasal asek ngahdap mende alah skreen komputer ni je.

haih..

sebenarnye isi pati yg aku nak kasi kat post ni bukan pasal poket aku tgh miskin atau pon hobi baru aku adalah baca novel kat komputer yada yada yada. tapi nak bagi tau, bende yg best berlaku kalo kite begitu absorb ngan novel.

try this

read one good novel, and then sleep, u'll get one hell of a really really good dreams(mind u, not wet dreams.just good dreams*laugh*). u'll get to be the heroine, at least in my case, I get to be the heroine and beside me was this hunk(not that I can see his face, I just know it) and we go to a journey or what ever you call it just like the plot in the novel.

how damn cool is that!!!

ye..aku budak pelik..dah ade kat darah aku dah..
but again, who wants to be normal


errr... I do
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