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Spam 004: Should have get that sleep by now

3.15 a.m.

Still up

this has been in my mind since ages before. And I meant to pour it down in this blog like thousand years ago but I kept putting it on hold.

So yeah

When I did some road trip in Australia back in 2011(those kind of trips were the best!), while driving the rent car(I miss the car and it was the most comfortable car that I ever drove. Fell in love the second I was in the driver seat. It's Toyota Corolla hatchback if you wondering. don't have the hatchback version here in Malaysia unfortunately) , looking up, looking up at the sky, I kinda said to myself " wow!! Australia have a really gorgeous lovely wonderful sky. So blue!. So pretty.!!

And I felt blessed that day....and grateful....

Weeks later, after coming back to Malaysia, resuming the daily routines, while driving in my car afterwork, in traffic jam, I looked up.....and what did I saw?

A blue sky

A wonderful sky

A gorgeous sky

A freaking lovely lovely lovely love sky

And I felt blessed, and grateful and pretty ashamed of myself for not looking up before to appreciate it. The simplest thing. It is there. but I just never looked up. Always busy looking down to finish up all the needed chores.

So I guess, the moral of the story is...

whatever and whenever we do something, dont just caught up in your pretty comfortable bubbles. Stop. Look around. Look at every direction. Up down right left front back diagonal whatever. just look. What did you see? Appreciate it. You don't have to look too far, for most of our precious things are just there. It's there. With you. We just have to recognize it. And appreciate it.

And say Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah.





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