Dah lama tak layan lagu-lagu sebenarnya. Layan lagu ni pun sebab Aina Abdul punya cover and this cover is currently on the loop. This song hits differently when I suddenly realized the meaning of the line "So go easy on me..." I was like straight away imagining the kids saying that line to me....and it feels so heartbreaking..and I feel so sorry and it made me tried harder to be better.. Honestly parenting is tough. Really really tough.. It's going one month more to full 4 years now where I became a single parent to 2 of my sister's kids. Life and things happened to my sister so I step myself in to take care of her kids. I thought then that it was an easy thing for me to do that, but no! Oh God no!! Ya Allah how wrong I was!! My first 2 years in was the hardest and I struggled with the sudden changes I have to made. The 180 adjustment (in every directions) I had to take kinda messed me up a little bit (emotionally and physically). But I learned All sorts of things.
Ingat lagi masa kecik-kecik bila tahun 2020 disebut-sebut, kita bayangkan ada kereta terbang and then suasana memang futuristic habis lah kan... Apa dah jadi dengan tahun 2020? Rasa kabut sangat kan? Yang pastinya semua orang tengah berusaha untuk teruskan kehidupan. Life must go on katanya. Dan, semoga politik Malaysia ni BERSIH