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samar samar pon samar samar lah!


Akhir tahun 1996 time cuti sekolah, beberapa orang kazen aku datang dan bermalam beberapa hari di rumah. Dan aku masih ingat lagi betapa teruja dan bersemangatnye mereka bile mereka menyanyikan lagu2 Siti Nurhaliza atau berbincang hal2 berkaitan Siti Nurhaliza (rasanye derang siap bawak tape kaset Siti kot.Kalo memori silam aku tak salah ler). Zaman tuh, aku tade perasaan untuk suke atau minat kat ghetis2 nih dan aku tak paham nape nak minat2. Suka lagu je dah lah. Minat orangnye bakpe!?  Hati innocent lagilah katakan (ahaks). So, bile para2 kazen aku menyanyi/berbincang lagu/hal Siti NurHaliza, den dengakan yo la.

Minat lagi den dengan Juara Bola Keranjang / sailormoon den. kikikiki....

Tahun 1998/1999, zaman dah berubah. Emosi perasaan pon dah banyak update. Dulu baca manga(komik Jepon), time nih pon baca manga gak. Itu tak berubah. Lagu pon dah banyak dah berputik2 di hati. Siap ikut trend bebudak sekolah buat buku lirik lagu lagih! gigih mengumpul ilmu di dada dalam major lirik lagu. Up 2 date!
Tapi, aku still tak bape nak minat ghetis2 nih. Suke lagu je dah lah!

Tapi! Tahun 2000...aku rapat ngan sorang member nih. Satu dorm dan satu kelas. Kat kelas pon, die dok blakang aku(kalo x silap). Member ni memang sangat2 ANTI Siti NurHaliza. Aku pon tak paham nape. Ape la salah si Siti  yg dah die buat kat member aku tuh sampai menyampah sesangat!. Kesian Tok Ti
 kene kutuk tak pasal2. Den pon dengakan yo la. ye tidak, geleng pon tidak.

Tapi dek kerana asik terdengar kutukan dari member aku tu la, hati aku terus suka kat Tok Ti.

Dari tak minat, terus minat. Tapi den bukan peminat Major. Minor yo. Pasal den minat lagu die mana yg den suko yo.  But I still Love U Siti!

Nak di jadikan cerita, Mac ke-dua tahun 2013, tengah2 den round2 Alamanda dengan mak den, Siti NurHaliza muncul kat atas pentas Alamanda! Dok promote Simply Siti.

Dan den tak pakai spek mato!!

Nampak gitu2 yo!!

Huargh!!!!.....

Nasib baik den peminat Minor yo...

Tapi rasa ralat la jugak!!!









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