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when hormone leads your action

worst day ever at my work place

i've came to work with superbly cloudily muddily mood with absolutely no freaking reason(am I the only person on this earth who have this kind of disease ?)

and that just the beginning

things keep on coming in and piling. F.A.S.T.

but work is work . Even without a smile carving my face

but somehow i brilliantly made a mistake(which i thought was cool but apparently not), and something big nearly happened because of it(which i have no freaking clue what! or did someone just make things small look big? I have no freaking idea)

So, I've been brainwashed. Maybe he didn't intend to do exactly that, but i did felt like it. And that's because he keeps on telling me the same thing and the same sentence like 100 times(felt like it tho), over and over again.

blame it to my hormone or whatever

because finally, I've snapped

...

lets just say I didn't handle it professionally

but what's done is done

decision has been made (and I am not regretting a bit!)

and I am soooooooooooooo freaking done with it!


PS:

I am so freaking respect to those who were having a hard time, with no mood and all, but can so freaking handle themselves professionally, calmly, and freaking have an excellent judgment

coz I know I dont

......

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