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haih.. dapat berita/undangan kawan2 nak berkahwin. ade jugak dapat berita kawan2 dah lahirkan anak. dulu, rajin jugak la turun melaka menghadirkan diri kat majlis gemilang raja permaisuri sehari tahun ni, ade kurang sikit. alasannye, highway nak ke Melaka tu bahaya. Puncanye dari tragedi kemalangan bas yg meragut beberape nyawa sebetulnye, aku da malas nk pergi mak pon asik bertanya bile aku plak nk buat majlis pasal aku asik je la pergi kenduri orang......Gaaa..! cepumas karat sungguh! tapi bulan 5 ngan 6 ni nampak nye kene gagah jugak la turun ke selatan. Kalau tak, takut ade yang terasa hati. macam la penting sangat kewujudan aku ni kan. tapi ye la, dah kawan lama. rasa terkilan kalo tak pergi. huhuhuhu.... agak2 ade boifren kontrak tak? ooppsss....

Just came back from PMC. Faris was admitted because of his fever. Ngaaa~~cian je budak kecik tuh. Menangis meragam tak henti2. ~ ~ ~ * * *~ ~ ~ Kebelakangan ni, aku banyak berpikir. Hal emosi, hal kerja, hal orang.... bile dah besar camni, baru aku tau manusia ni banyak ragam. haih..... kadang2 aku terpikir, aku selalu mendengar luahan rintihan orang. Tapi bile time aku nk meluahkan, rasa macam didengar sebelah telinga. bile mereka merungut, aku layankan je. tapi bile aku merungut, mereka macam marah balik. ape la salahnye layankan jugak. sensitif mereka, aku jaga. tapi sensitif aku, macam diabaikan. baru aku tau, kadang2 upfront saje mereka baik. tapi dekat belakang ade sikit busuk hati. Mende ni aku  je baru tau. rasa macam terperanjat + sedih + tak sangka..... rahsia kita sebolehnya nak dikorek2 walhal mereka punya disimpan. tapi bile diberi kongsi, dibocor2kan. kadang2 aku heran. Benda yg mereka buat (dan aku terpaksa layankan ), bile aku yg buat benda yg sama kat mer...

I still remember, growing up, I always have this little wish that one day I would make myself climb the Great Wall of China. And I did And I am sooooo proud that I've been to one of the 7 wonders! the climb was incredibly exhausting. well, what to be expect. I never exercise. so my stamina is a little bit not that good. Stamina is one thing, but the steps(the stairs?), they are not at the same height! sometimes one steps is so much steeper than the other. And going down is much harder than going up. my reason? your legs were already shaky after the strenuous workout of climbing up the wall. but when you're going down, you sort of have to make sure that your foot are plant securely on top of the stairs and pray that your legs wont give up. honestly, I never knew that climbing down stairs is as much a workout for legs as it was climbing up. gile berotot aku kalo setiap hari turun naik tangga great wall tuh. but I've got one trick that I learned while struggling ma...

situasi : Si A : Bapak besar lubang hidung kau! dah la sebelah je pulak tu!! reaksi kamu?: A: Kepala Hotak ko! rasa macam dah lama hidup kat dunia ni ke? (muke merah, hidung kembang kuncup, mata gile menjengil) B: Ah, Sukati la lubang idung aku nk besa macam mana pon. Ade menyusahkan ko? C: ............(terasa hati yg amat sampai rasa nk nangis tapi x tau nak cakap ape) D: ............(macam muke die tu lawa beno je nak cakap kekurang orang lain) E: ............(takde perasaan) F: ............(Buat2 macam tade perasaan, tapi dalam hati gile emosi memberontak) G: (Nada marah)Nak buat macam mana? dah Allah nak jadikan! H: DUSH!!!!! I: Kejadian Allah. Aku terima seadanye. (ikhlas) sile bulatkan pilihan anda. Pakai Pensil 2B ye. kalo tak susah nak detect. Dah pilih? aku? kalo boleh aku nk bulatkan pilihan yg last skali. kalau boleh. tapi aku rasa hanya orang2 yg hati die ikhlas dan redha je yg boleh sampai ke tahap camtu. so, awal2 lagi I dah di strike outkan utk aku. S...

Waiiiii!!!~~~ My Golden Vacation to Beijing was superrrrrr AWESOME!! Maybe I'll write it in here later later(my mom already wrote in her blog so, if I'm being lazee and no entry was made for my vacation in Beijing, just surf away to my mom's blog. ezzee peezzee) First Day @ Beijing Second day @ Beijing Third Day @ Beijing   and Third Day @ Beijing 2nd part Fourth Day @ Beijing Fifth & Seventh Day @Beijing chow. ps: still in the middle of post-processing my photos(I've snap 800++!!! x___x ) while finishing my enovels and drama. Hope can finish them all before I get back to work. Jiayo!

My room is a mess! going to fly out tonite(early morning tomorrow actually) and I still havent pack my bag yet. can I just wish it out to magically pack themselves out? grr..seriously.. me seriously is one hell of a lazee bummerranggg.....but i guess thats old stuffs. alrite! jiayo me with packing!!!! tata

Asal nak minum je, Maryam menangis Asal nak tidor je, Maryam menangis Asal jaga dari tidor je, Maryam menangis elok main diam2 dalam 15 minit, nangis lagi Dah tu, asal aku dukung je nangis.. pujuk2 pon menangis jugak KakNgah aku tengok kadang2 pon nak nangis skali Mak kate die kene sawan tangis aku plak terasa macam nak kene sawan.... alahaiii..