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keadaan otak bile seseorang itu jadi sengal

saye suke kaler pink

tapi dulu saye tak suke kaler pink.

sebabnye saye rasa kaler pink kaler perempuan (ye.saye tau saye ni perempuan.duh)

masa sekolah rendah, saye suke pikir saye suke kaler biru.

tapi betulke saye suke kaler biru? sungguh keliru sekali

bila saye sudah sekolah menengah, saye suke kaler......umm...entah..saye pon tak tau.

tapi bile saye sudah masuk universiti, hati saye sangat suke dengan warna ungu.

tapi sebab kawan saye leen lebih fanatik dengan warna ungu, saye diamkan saje.

tapi saye tetap suke warna ungu.

lebih lebih lagi ungu lembut.

sungguh cantik rasanye.

kemudian, 2 tahun lepas, mata saye sangat tertarik pada warna pink.

saye pon tak paham kenape.

tapi bile saye nampak je pink, saye sangat sangat suke.

akhirnye, bilik saye penuh dengan kaler pink.

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sekian sahaja karangan sengal saye.


Comments

a.T.i.e.Q.a said…
uuuhhh..suke pink tu~
aku rasa mcm tak sesuei..tapi tak pe la..nak jadi feminine yer?
keireen said…
aku pon cam rasa x sesuai..kah kah kah kah kah...sebenarnye, aku sendiri pon terperanjat aku suke pink..hehehhe
*miszleen* said…
pink??? yarksssssss :P

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