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What A Day!!

guess what?

today was my very first interview!! the very first!!ever!

and guess what?

it was a disaster. I repeat, A DISASTER!!!

last wednesday, I've got a call from Western Digital for walk-in interview today. And of course, being my first call ever for interview makes me very the very the very happpppyyy..I was jumping around like crazy. Literally...

So, after zohor, I went to PJ, went to WD building, into the lobby, register myself in, completed a form, and wait for my turn. and wait. and wait. and wait. and sometime later, a lady came up to me and said that I didnt put my name in a name list which I was supposed to do that when I came in. I said okay, and write down my name. and I was at the bottom of the list. damn it!

while we're waiting, we were given papers full of questions. half the questions regarding C Language, which I kinda remembered kinda forgot, and rest was electronics circuit questions.which I dont know how to answer because I forgot all the things that I've learned!. yeah. that's what you get when you rest too much.

I came at 2.30, and only called at 5.00. bleghhh...

the interview session? just a sweet ugly disaster. A lot of things going wrong. and by the time the session nearly over, I kinda have a feeling that my chances are next to none.

do I care if I get the position? umm...honestly, not really.

but from those bitter moment, now I know how to do well next time. prepared!! prepared!! prepared!!

PS: today really is something. I woke up in the morning because of a nightmare(A Garuda is killing people in front of an airport plus there's a scene that bothers me a lot). I was scared. really. that afternoon, just when I get into my car, I saw a not so little horizontal crack kat cermin depan( I dont know the term). my poor baby. and by the time I arrived at WD, I was in a dark mood.
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