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schedule oh schedule~~

malam khamis minggu lepas(29/10), mak tetibe bg tau aku yg ayah dapat panggilan tok pergi haji 4 november(hari ni). kalo ikut perancangan, mak ayah pergi dalam tarikh 14 november ke atas. dengar je mak cakap camtu,aku dah termenung memikirkan kenduri kakngah belah lelaki 7 november ni. x dapat la mak ayah ikut.................

kalo diikutkan, hantaran untuk kenduri kakngah, pihak kitorang akan kasi time bertandang ke umah pengantin lelaki. tapi disebabkan berita mengejut tu, ayah decide nak kasi time malam nikah. means, jumaat malam sabtu(30/10). aku plak dapat tau decision tu pagi jumaat tu sendiri.

hadoii....hantaran lom siap lagi..ade beberape hantaran nak kene decorate. kek plak dah tempah untuk tarikh yg sepatutnye. mak plak tak sihat.

hadoi...

pagi jumaat tu aku kuar dalam pkol 9 nak ke pukul 10 ke putrajaya hantar kad undang an kat padel(aku suke buat keje last minit :>tapi pon padel dah tau, tinggal kad je lom kasi lagi), singgah alamanda jap beli cookies ngan ferrero rocher untuk hantaran, singgah kedai kek mintak tukar tarikh siap hari tu jugak pukul 5(nasib baik uncle tu terime..phew), balik umah siapkan hantaran, buat ape2 persiapan yg patut, semayang zohor, kuar lagi ke warta beli gule2 untuk hantaran, balik umah semule, siap2kan beberape hantaran, kuar balik pegi kedai kek amik kek hantaran, balik umah semule, bantu mak siapkan sikit2 hantaran, mandi, smayang, uruskan pengantin ngan makeup artist kejap, dan aku sendiri siap2 untuk majlis nikah . by the time majlis habis, badan dah letih giller..

aku bukan nak citer pasal tu sebenonye..

nak citer, alkisahnye, malam tadi, lepas isyak, ayah dapat panggilan dari ejen yg uruskan perjalanan haji ayah mak. die mintak jasa baik ayah boleh tak kalo ditukar tarikh flight ke 13 november. rupenye tabung haji termasukkan lebih orang sampai ade 50 orang tak dapat seat untuk flight 4november. so ayah aku dengan rela hatinye pon bersetuju la..

aku pon lapang je dada dengar..

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