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ingat senang ke weih?

semalam, ketika berbual di YM

w: aku kekdg keciwa
w: cam la aku nie x layak jek dpt keje
w: huuhuhhuuhh
aku: haih
aku: udah la weih
aku: ko cakap camtu bile ko dah apply seribu kompani
aku: baru aku layan ko
aku: aku pon cam susah hati gak, tapi sebab aku tau aku x apply byk kompeni tu yg aku diam je....

so kesimpulannye..bile korang dengar komplen2 pasal keje dari aku next time..kompem aku dah apply kat 1000 kompeni..skang ni baru around 30-50 kompeni je..

tapi pon, skang ni aku rasa biar la aku tak dapat keje dulu. Wedding KakNgah dah nak dekat. banyak mende kene buat.

bulan depan, kompem pagi pentang siang malam aku cari keje..

doakan aku ye!
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miss padelito said…
dun give up...actually aku pn almost give up dulu..but in the end....it will comes slowly..yaaa taaa!!!!
October 8, 2009 at 10:07 AM
fara said…
Nnti jmpe la tu...
Rezki kte xtaw kan...
Juz keep on searching.
Jgn give up!

P.s : My prayers are with u! :)
October 8, 2009 at 2:11 PM
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