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Selamat Hari Raye semua orang!!!!

tahun ni seperti tahun lepas, family aku raye kat Bangi. sebabnye atok dah jadi penetap Bangi, so tade la nak balik Pilah lagi dah..

but it's okay! raye kat pilah ke, kat bangi ke, aku still seronok!! raye le katekan..lagi pon aku cam perasan, bangi ni tadela lengang sgt pon. ade je orang lagi kat sini. mebe derangnye family pon macam kes aku gak.....

tapi raye still enjoy!

sehari sebelom raye, sume adek beradik aku kene kerah ngan mak tolong ape2 yg patut kat dapur. sambil2 tu ade le plak bebudak jiran blakang umah aku bermurah hati nak kasi kitorang mercun derang. kot la kalo kasi elok2 kat kitorang tape gak.ni di balingnye kat blakang umah kitorang 'T3BaBO0!!'(blakang umah ade tanah kosong berpenduduk-an lalang2 dan binatang2 kenit) sampai berasap pagar umah. nasib baik tak meletop gas dapur (exaggerate je, jauh kot gas tu ngan pagar), kalo tak ade yg kene saman.

dan nasib baik kitorang tak beli mercun. kalo tak dah lama lawan balik..kekekeke..

raye pertama lepas je pkol 11 lebih, rumah aku kene serang! sedara-mara sume pakat serbu ramai2 datang beraya. aku dah la tak ade bermake-up2. muke pucat je tak berbedak. lipice nye kaler pon dah hilang kat bibir (mana tak hilang, makan ketupat tak hengat dunia, minum air plak macam la tak minum satu tahun). tapi dah tak sempat kot nak tepek ape2. yg penting, sinsing lengan baju, bukak langkah, masuk dapur, buat la apa2 yg patut utk tetamu yg bertandang..by the time sedara dah beransur balik, muke aku bergelen2 minyak. kalo toreh kumpul minyak tu, konfem boleh masak telur sebijik.

raye kedua, aku sefamily balik Melaka beraya kat kampung belah ayah plak. bertolak pukul 8, sampai dalam pkol 11 (more or less). hari tu beraye sakan kot. lepas sebuah umah, ke sebuah umah, ke sebuah umah. selesai beraye, jam dah pkol 7 dah. kaki aku pon rasa cam dah tak larat nak tampung berat badan aku(perut aku terutamanye) yg asik kene sumbat ngan makanan. nasik lah, mee hoon sup lah, mee kari lah, mee goreng lah, tu belom kire kuih2 lagi. air plak berkaler2 aku teguk. nasib la ko perut..

haih...

raye memang le seronok..tapi 3 hari aku beraya, 3kg aku naik!...

Comments

*miszleen* said…
wah kirin bersilat kat dapoq...tabikkk . hehe

tek, aku lantik ko direktor konvoi raya tahun ni. wakakkaka

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