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I'm excited!

I've been wanting to update for days now, but I kinda dont have any idea on what to write. I'm really2 itching to write. so here I am, hitting my keyboard very very slow while my brain make a yoga-stretching motion so that something would ooze out.

hurmm....

oh right, 3 days more until my graduation day. yay! I'm really excited about it. as I'm typing this, my eyes kinda wander at my graduation's baju. hear this, as much as I am excited about this saturday, I cant say the same about my baju. HATE IT!. I think the design really is hedious. And the thing is, the one who bought it was me! god!!.......whatever. I just have to deal with it..

there's another event that I'm really2 anticipating right now. this thursday night, me and my buddies will have a pyjama party. how cool is that!! I know we like 20++. but I mean, this could be the last sleepover we could be together before all of us enter the busy real life world. so yeah..I'm excited^^


The invitation card I make for my Panda Buddies

oh..and right now, I'm into Brothers and Sisters. those tv series seriously manage to make me weep on almost every episode. There's few hot guys in it too...not that's the reason why I fall in love in the series in the first place, but it's great to the eyes.my eyes especially. if you know what I mean.

Comments

miss padelito said…
sound interesting.....pyjama party...
Siti Hajar said…
pyjama party..wow..bestnyer, mcm zaman kanak2 tapi versi dewasa. mest semua comel2 jek..:)

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