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MMU luurvess a night without light! tak bayar bil ke?

smalam, dalam pkol 7 lebey nak ke pkol 8, satu MMU tetiba je bergelap. haduh..dah la time tu aku ngan nok lom smyang lagi(astaghfirullahal'azim). dengan berpandukan cahaya handphone yg terangnye macam nak tanak je, aku ngan nok diikuti watek(watek takut tinggal sensorang kat dalam bilik) meraba2 le menyusuri kaki lima ostel hala ke tandas. macam itik pulang petang tergedek2nye kitorang siikuti mulut yg becok macam burung murai tengah bertanding pidato lagaknye.

dan smalam, kitorang smayang dalam gelap..
makan malam pon dalam gelap. mule2 ingat nak makan kat kedai mamak pujaan nok, tapi sebab tetiba je ade plak 2 orang budak pempuan terpocol kat muka pintu bilik kitorang menjual nasi lemak ayam.hape lagi. dik, bagi 3 bungkus!! ingat ape? best weii makan dalam gelap!! sambil2 tengok citer The Uninvited(highly recommended.giller twisted punyer citer) dalam lappy aku.
selesai makan, masing2 lapaq ayaq plak. kebetulan sumer sumber air kat bilik dah kontang. nak amik air water cooler, letrik plak tader. nak pegi beli air kat kedai food court kat bawah, tak bukak plak. letrik tade kot..time2 gini aku rasa cam aku, nok dan watek adelah watak2 dalam citer Bujang Lapok. dari segi kemiskinan derang....bapak sadis..

oleh sebab dah haus sangat sangat punye sangat, mulut cepat je cakap "jom keluar!" dan mulut lagi 2 orang laju je balas"okay!" lalu kami pecut ke Bangi masuk kedai OldTimer Kopi kat seksyen 9...

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