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bangganye saye!

hari selasa pagi, bukak2 je mata, amik hp kat sebelah bantal. nak tgk adekah aku dah pecah rekod bangun paling lambat pada hari minggu. tapi x sempat tgk jam, dah ternampak ade one miss call(no pun intended) dari ibundaku. tepon balik, kot2 ade emergency ke hape ke, kang tak pasal2 ter miss aku berite hangat. dan nasib bek aku tpon. pasal bonda cakap yg kakanda Along ku (ke Adidanda Along? mana satu ek..tapi senang cakap KakLong aku le) dah pecah ayernye pkol 8.30 lebey pagi tadi. terus terbukak beso2 biji mata aku. sisa2 ngantok yg berbaki teros "pop!" menghilangkan diri. wahh!!!eksited giller gue!

petang, dalam pkol 2 lebih, pas je kelas CGnVR(walopon ade 1 lagi kelas pkol 3 tapi buat2 cam tade kelas) , aku teros angkat kaki, angkat montot, naik kete, mandu gi sepital.

sampai2 je wad bersalin, ghupe2nye mak ngan somi je yg dibenarkan masuk ke labor room. aloh..keciwa aku. walopon aku buat muke kesian ala2 tak dapat makan 2 tahun, nurse still lagi jengilkan mata die kat aku. "cannot..cannot..wait at that room.only mom and husband allowed". buat mata cam si kucing dalam citer shrek tu pon x berjaya. last2 dok la aku melangok kat dalam waiting room dengan adik aku imah dan beberapa lagi manusia2 yg sama nasib cam aku. seb baik ade tv. dapat la menghilangkan kebuhsanan..

pkol 6 lebey mak bg tau dr cakap baru bukak 2 cm. dan sebab akak aku sakit sangat, dr kasi injection kat tulang blakang die. pelali.tak rasa pape dari perut ke bawah.

pkol 8 lebey, lepas isyak(ke lepas maghrib ek? tak hengat plak) dr bg tau dah 8cm. lagi sikit je lagi nak 10 cm utk labor. aku pon bertambah2 le eksited.

pkol 10 lebey..terdengar bunyik baby nangis, and guess what? my cute little nephew!!wahhhh..cumelnyeeeeeee.

dan bermula la era aunty Alang. tade maklang2 deh. right now, strictly Aunty Alang. dulik ar korang nak cakap ape, yg penting aku gumbira..

roger and out. nak tgk gambar Faris, sile pandang sebelah kanan blog aku, kat blog list--> Tadika Aulad-->entry naik pangkat. kat situ ade gambonye.
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