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Gile Gay!

kejadian ni berlaku dalam minggu lepas..

aku ngan rumet nak gi lunch. slalunye kitorang makan kat food court blok kitorang je(HB3), tapi sebab dayah ngan adik die ngidam nak makan western kat blok HB2, aku pon menurut je la.

nak jadikan cerita, on da way ke food court HB2, kitorang kene turun tangga HB3. bile turun je tangga tu, sebelah kiri akan ke food court HB3 dan sebelah kanan would lead to blok HB2.

kitorang jalan la ke-kanan.

kebetolan, time tu ade pokcik2 gas tgh ngangkat gas2 ke kedai2 kat HB3. tapi aku ngan Nok buat dono je la pasal tade kene mengene ngan kitorang.

kebetulan jugak, time tgh nak on da way jalan ke blok HB2 tu, ade 3 orang mamat jalan depan kitorang. maybe baru lepas balik dari kelas kot. tak pulak tanya pasal tade kene mengena ngan kitorang.

elok tgh berjalan, terdengar le siutan2(yg bunyik cam cencorot tuh) dari arah belakang kitorang. bukan sekali. bukan dua kali. berkali2. tapi aku ngan Nok buat dono jela, pasal tade kene mengene ngan kitorang.. kot... ^^

byk kali bunyik siutan2 tuh sampai sorang mamat kat depan kitorang(yg kat tengah2) menoleh(jenis yg tengok belakang dari bahu.means badan tak berpusing). dan pandang depan semula. toleh lagi. pandang depan balik. toleh lagi. pandang depan balik. beberapa kali gak la die menoleh. tapi aku tak kira brape kali.

sekali mamat yg menoleh tu cakap kat 2 orang lagi kawan die.
"bapak pervert pakcik tuh. Die siut2 kat aku doh! Gile Les!!(as in lesby)"

saket perot aku nak menahan gelak. rasa cam nak gelak besar je kat situ, tapi terpaksa control. aku just boleh sengih lebor2 je la pengganti gelak.

betol ke tidak pokcik2 tuh siot2 kat mamat2 depan aku, tak le aku dapat tahu. korang buat la rumusan sendiri. tapi yg pastinye, mamat yg menoleh tu, tak perasan kitorang ade kat belakang die time die menoleh kat blakang tadi. tatau le nape. maybe sebab aku ngan nok ni pendek sangat gamaknye sampai tak termasuk dalam ruang pandangan die. nape aku leh sure yg mamat tu tak prasan kitorang? sebabnye, bile kitorang tgh turun tangga nak ke blok HB2, mamat tu cam terperanjat sebab kitorang ade kat blakang. body language.

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