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Tak mudah namun tak susah~

2012-02-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tersesat malu bertanya
Tak tahu tak tahu ke mana
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Dok terdiam

Menyusur di kaki lima
Terlihat bayang wajah kelmarin
Tersentuh hati bagai luruh

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang
Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang
Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh
Tanya sama pokok

what needs to be done has to be done

2012-02-13T19:09:00.004+08:00

Mari telan ubat supaya esok leh g opis

Ps: ubat tade expiry date kan? Malas nk g klinik punye pasal. Bulan 10 tahun lepas punye ubat kire okeh la kan??

Pss: weekend lepas hampir sume orang dalam umah ni saket..pergi econsave pon mak asyik cakap je, org ni mesti demam,org tu pon macam demam je....

Pssss: aku org yg selalu melayankan sakit2 yg x sebeberape ni.aku tgk org lain sakit2 pon , kuat je. Tabik toing toing okeh..

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Somewhere along the line

2012-02-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

often, when you meet an acquaintance the first thing that they would say is, "Hi, how are you?"

now here's my question

how would you answer?

"This morning I woke late! I have to rush to office but still ended up late for a couple of minutes. TT____TT. And to make matters worse, my throat felt like there's some sort of durian hiding over there. That hurt!! . If that's not enough a torture, my works piling up like hell. And that was the reason I this headache!. What a day! - and it's 11a.m.!!"

Naahhh..too lengthy

i'll just summarize it to "not so bad--" or "O.K"

PS: they shud have just ask " dah makan ke belom?" so that I could give a yes and no answer. Eezii Peezii..

My Delicous Wicked Craving

2012-02-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

APPLE COBBLERR!!!!!

petang lepas balik opis, tetibe je tekak terasa nak makan apple cobbler.

rasa nak makan sangat2

padahal baru je minggu lepas aku buat

hehehheeh...

taraaaaa....

sangatttt sedapppp....dalam banyak2 mende yang aku masak/bake , ini lah yang paling delicious meciouss..

tadi kasi atok rasa

''sedap tak tok" senyum melebo tak leh tahan sampai ke telinga
''........'' atok masih lagi merasa2 buah tangan gue
''hemmm..epal keras lagi sedap(ke epal belom masak?)''

tergelak besau aku. tape la tok..kirin tetap suke Apple Cobbler kirin.

terbaik di seantero dunia!

pergh...entry ni serious masuk bakul angkat sendiri..

So Epic I have no word for it

2012-02-05T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yay!

it's Sunday...

and my plan for today is to clean up my room

which I still havent get around to do it yet

err...

more like I dont know where to start

I mean

should I start with the books and magzs first?

or maybe the paper

no, the wardrobe would be the best place to start

but then again, maybe not...

rite now, I'm literally looking around my room

back and forth, back and forth....

waagggaaaaggaaaa......

ouch! my neck hurts..

my Head Hurts more

adoyaiii..time is ticking

and I need my doraemon

Problematic Kid

2012-02-03T07:23:00.001+08:00

"Set Fire To The Rain"

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell you rose to claim it

It was dark and I was over

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew.

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When laying with you

I could stay there

Close my eyes

Feel you here forever

You and me together

Nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew,

All the things you'd say,

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]

But I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Where it felt something die

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,

That heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you.

[Chorus:]

I set fire to the rain,

Watched it pour as I touched your face,

Well, it burned while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames

Where it felt something die

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time, oh, ohhhh!

Oh noooo

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

when hormone leads your action

2012-02-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

worst day ever at my work place

i've came to work with superbly cloudily muddily mood with absolutely no freaking reason(am I the only person on this earth who have this kind of disease ?)

and that just the beginning

things keep on coming in and piling. F.A.S.T.

but work is work . Even without a smile carving my face

but somehow i brilliantly made a mistake(which i thought was cool but apparently not), and something big nearly happened because of it(which i have no freaking clue what! or did someone just make things small look big? I have no freaking idea)

So, I've been brainwashed. Maybe he didn't intend to do exactly that, but i did felt like it. And that's because he keeps on telling me the same thing and the same sentence like 100 times(felt like it tho), over and over again.

blame it to my hormone or whatever

because finally, I've snapped

...

lets just say I didn't handle it professionally

but what's done is done

decision has been made (and I am not regretting a bit!)

and I am soooooooooooooo freaking done with it!

PS:

I am so freaking respect to those who were having a hard time, with no mood and all, but can so freaking handle themselves professionally, calmly, and freaking have an excellent judgment

coz I know I dont

......

typhoon

2012-01-31T09:54:00.000+08:00

Tadi da tulis panjang berjela, tapi bile tekan butten publish die tanak publish publish

Bengong....

Kan da malas nak tulis balik

Meh aku rumuskan ape yg aku ngomel kat entry yg degil tamo publish

1. Aku gi keje:--> marah
2. Balik keje:--> gembira
3. Keje bukan jiwa
4. Jiwe tatau ape yang suke
5. Lagi 2-3 bulan nak benti keje
6. Nak jual nasi lemak tepi jalan
7. Hati tgh membara(tp skang x lagi pasal perut dah terisi)

Lebih kurang cam tu laa....

Ps: rasa cam kene gi kaunseling je

Big Dump

2012-01-11T19:09:00.000+08:00

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Sedang aku menyukat mentega nak dibuat Choc chip smalam, terkedek-kedek datang satu hero kecik ke arah aku.

"alang wat ape? "

"mak lang nak buat cookies ni. Jangan kacau maklang"

"Alang.wat.kukis?" sambil muke die buat ala2 comel dekat aku.heh..

"Hummm..."

habis sukat barang2 yang diperlukan, aku masuk dapur nak pi pukul butter ngan gula(sukat bahannye kat blakang dapur). Si hero kecik tu pon kedek2 mengeko.

"Alang.wat.ape?"

"buat kukiss" malas da aku nak layan budak ni tau...

tetiba si hero menghilangkan diri. Sekali ku toleh, die perginye bukak peti ais. Aduhhh..

" Faris nak buat ape bukak peti ais tuh? dah..dah..tak payah main peti ais. tutup balik" mata aku perhatikan balik doh yang tengah kene pukul. Tetiba, muncul budak kecik tu sebelah aku balik.

"Alang..nah.." sambil kaki genitnye terjungkit2 cube nak meletakkan satu botol atas kabinet dapur.

"???????....Faris nak buat ape dengan botol sos ni? buat kukis tayah pakai sos!!"

kah kah kah kah kah kah kah...tergelak beso aku kejap disitu..

malas aku nak layan budak kecik sorang ni tau!

sudahnye, kukis aku tak menjadi. Agaknye sebab aku tak amik tips dari hero kecik tu kott..

PS: sebenarnye aku ter campurkan sekali tepung ngan gula time part sukat2(malas nk kotorkan bekas punye pasal). nasib baik gula kat bhgn atas, so kucekotkan je balik gula tu kasi asing2. dapat la ciput nak di pukul ngan butter....

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waaaaa.....

sabtu ni exam!!!

hapak pon tak ready...

terasa betapa susahnye belajar sambil2 berkerja. Susah sebab otak tak mampu nak berkerja untuk belajar. huhuhuh..alasan saye--> balik keje, penat. tak larat nak study...

Tapi, ade sorang kakak sekelas ni, Hubby die outstation seminggu dua nih & Die berkerja & Die kene jaga 3 orang anak yang berumur dari 3 tahun ke 7 tahun (jenis2 umur budak yang sorang seumpama 10 orang =__=).

Jadinye aku tade alasan tak boleh nak belajar. Pasal ~~aku tade hubby~~ Aku tade anak yang nak kene jaga. penat aku pon takat penat berkerja je(penat gak tuh kan? theehehehe)

Tade alasan...tade alasan...

PS: still ade lagi 2 assignment yang belom siap. Boleh tak?

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2 minggu lepas, kemain lagi kat opis tade keje. Datang opis, bukak PC, borak2, surf internet, surf facebook, streaming korea variety show, borak2 lagi, buat la sikit keje yang sekeciput, borak2 lagi, surf internet, balik rumah.

oh lupe pulak..

keluar makan dan habiskan duit TT___TT

heh...

itu sume dah kire sejarah zaman Tok Kaduk

sekarang kerja melambak. Melambak pon tak selambak nih. Dah 3 hari aku lunch dimeje sendiri TT___TT. Dah 3 hari jugak aku keje 10 jam non-stop. Break pon amik washroom break je. huh..patutla m*ntot boleh membesar...dah asik dudukkk je kejenye...

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Ahad lepas buat barbeque kat laman umah sempena birthday Emak, Ayah, Angah, ngan Maryam. Bagus betul sume berkumpul bulan satu ek.

Best bangatt..

PS: pandai aku pilih kek. sedap! tayah beli secret recepi. overrated itu punye kedai~

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Cukup la tuh. Sekian.

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The Best~

2012-01-06T07:12:00.000+08:00

Pagi ni, masuk opis, kerja still tak der lagi.*Shocked!*

Pelagi, layan ar facebook...

Dan aku terbaca wawa punye status:-

"You might be married to the worst man ever, like Asiah was married to Pharaoh but it didn't change her and her loyalty & love to Allah.
You might be married to the best of men, like Prophet of God, and still not enter Heaven -like the wife of Nabi Lut a.s.
You might not be married to any man, like Maryam (alaiha salam), and Allah can make your rank higher than any women on the Earth."

\(^v^)/

35 degrees

2012-01-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

pergh...

Kebelakangan ni(aku pasan start hari Ahad hari tu), cuaca panas membahang. Tidur malam2 kalau boleh nak naikkan lagi speed kipas lebih dari 5. Malangnye, maximum speed kipas 5 je. Adeh pakcik yang cipta kipas ni, takboleh ke letak maksimum speed 8.

Semalam, balik dari opis je tengok tangki minyak da nak habis. Singgah la kejap Petronas Cyberjaya, kasi kete minum. Serius. Pukul 3 petang mmg sangat panas. So memang tak boleh nak kate tak bersebab aku rembat aiskrim sebatang.

Balik umah, solat, teman mak uruskan urusan yang perlu diuruskan sambil-sambil aku pon tumpang sekaki berurusan dengan bank setelkan bayaran bulanan kete(duit oh duit kemana engkau terbang). Selesai berurus, ajak mak makan IceRoom kat seksyen 9 Bangi. Gue suke aiskrem die. Unik bangat!!

Itu cite smalam.

Hari ni pon panas gak cuaca. Balik umah, masuk umah pon still terasa macam kat dalam sauna. Bukak petiais, masukkan kepala kejap. Penghawa dingin...nyaman je rasa. Sekali ternampak ini:-

Pop Quiz. Apekah nama makanan dibawah..?

lalalalalaaaaa~ saye nak habiskan..

sekian..

Bitter sweet 2011

2012-01-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

2011 .....banya cerita sedih yang berlaku. Tetapi, ia bukan la hanya zaman gelap semata2. Banyak je lagi bende2 best yang terjadi. Cumenye, yang best ter-tenggelam dengan yang tak best.

Ape yang best di 2011?

1. Aku pergi trip ke Beijing!! best bangat!!!. Mak aku ade citer kat blog die.

Part One

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

2. First Trip ke luar negara bersama kawan2 ke Australia!!! Kawan saya tikah ade menceritakan di blog die --> kat Click sini. Mungkin aku akan buat jugak satu. Mungkin. Kemungkinan besar tidak. kekekekek..

3. Pertunangan Adikku Basyir

4. Pernikahan Adikku Hussein

5. Lahirnya my first niece, Maryam Qaisara ^^

2012, aku nak berusaha untuk menambahkan kegembiraan. Nak bukak lembaran baru. Mari berusaha menjadikan 2012 tahun yang gembira!!

Kiriman Posto Untuk Yang Tersayang~

2011-12-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

Awal bulan Disember hari tu, ayah ade bagi tau aku yang bil streamyx still datang lagi. Tergaru kepala aku kejap heran. Rasanye orang yang pasang UNIFI itu hari ade bagi tau yang once UNIFI 'ON', Streamyx automatically akan terminated. Hurm..Pelik..Tapi takper la, oleh kerana aku nak menunjukkan kat ayah yang aku ni seorang anak yang baik dan rajin, aku pon offer la diri untuk berjumpa dengan orang TM berbincang pasal bil streamyx.

Itu cerita beberapa minggu yang lepas. Nak dijadikan cite, oleh sebab kawan karib aku adalah Si MakCik Procrastinate, makanye perjumpaan ngan TM terpaksa ditangguhkan. Beberapa kali. Ayah pulak ade tanya dah terminate-kan streamyx ke blom. Tersengih lebau hehehe je la mintak ampun ayahanda surat bulanan streamyx still terperangkap jadi pekasam kat dalam beg kerja anakanda akan uruskan ASAP. Anakanda tak sengaja nak menyengakan. Ini semua makcik P punye pasal.

Nak dijadikan cerita lagi, beberapa hari lepas aku ade dapat email sikit punye baik dari TMBilling. Bile aku nampak je sender die ade perkataan 'bill', terus aku cakap ngan otak aku Sile jangan translate ke bahasa ibundaku. Buat2 tak paham sudah. (Tapi still ter-translate bill notification dari Celcom. Grrr..Dayus sungguh derang ni main hantar2 email je..)

Hari ni, oleh kerana dah nak masuk tahun yang baru, terpaksala menggagah tabahkan hati bukak email dari TM. Ye! saye kene pergi TM Point hari ini jugak. Tidak boleh tidak! MakCik P boleh pergi main kat Genting jauh2.

Ya Allah...tahu tak..bile mata ni nampak je jumla yang kene bayar, rasa macam nak terjojol je bijik mata. Kenape mahal sangat!!!! Aduhhhh......

Jadinye, balik dari kerja, terus ke TM Point Cyberjaya. Saye dah lama tak gi TM Point sini, interior die dah UP!(ade tempat main game tuh!). Amik nombor giliran, tunggu, nombor dipanggil, aku tuju kat kounter 3. Dan berdas2 la pertanyaan dan penyataan aku:-

1) kenape Streamyx tak terminated macam yg dicakapkan

2) kenape bil UNIFI gile mahal

mamat comel kaunter 3 tu dengan senyuman manisnye dan pertuturan yang lembuuuuutt je(bukan lembut ala CikMat Fabulosso tau) melayankan je la aku ni.

1) sepatutnye agent tu cakap kat aku yang 'aku kene apply untuk terminate-kan Streamyx'

2) UNIFI mahal sebab ade 2 bil(November + Disember)

- Untuk November, sebab bulan pertama bayar, so memang mahal sikit. Sebab:-

1. Charge Purata penggunaan dalam bulan pertama

2. Advance Payment(aku tatau ape terms sebenanye. Tapi kire kene bayar jumlah sebulan punye package. kalau nak terminate Unifi nanti, die akan pulangkan balik. Lebih kurang macam deposit la kott)

3. Charge penggunaan telifon (aku ngomel kat mamat kaunter comel tu yang aku tatau pon kene charge. Ingat free je. Die dengan senyuman manisnye terangkan balik yang panggilan free tu hanya dalam jarak2 yang tertentu. Walaupun hati macam tak puas hati jugak, aku anggukkan je la)

4. Stamp Duty Charge (aku still tak paham yang ini utk ape. otak aku still terpikirkan charge yang derang kenakan utk beli stamp nak hanta bill kat umah aku. Cet. Bukannye Pos pon bill tuh. E-Mail je Pong!)

5. (Aku tak paham + tak puas hati kenapa die derang tade hantar bil utk bulan November sahaja. Tup tup dapat 2 bulan sekaligus. Sakit hati bank aku tahu!)

- Untuk Disember, bayar harga package sahaja.

Kesudahannye, susut la kewangan bulan depan. Nasib baik aku amik package yang paling murah..Gehhh..Keluar je dari bangunan TM, merungut-rungut perut aku. Duit sudah kureng, perut makin lapar, otak tak boleh buat perhitungan. Sudahnye singgah beli Prosperity Burger kat McD Bangi...

PS: Penat la asyik dapat surat2 bil je. Ape la salahnye kalau aku dapat Surat Cinta. Salah ke? salah ke????

Sekian berita utama~

tiupan monsun timur laut~

2011-12-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ombak Rindu.. *sigh*..hari sabtu hari tu terteman kak long aku gi Alamanda tengok wayang. Walaupon sebenarnye hati macam tak seronok je nak berhuha, tapi TER temankan lah pulak.

Kak Long plak macam tade cite lain nak tengok. Ombak Rindu yang dipilihnye. Tapi sebab aku TERngada2 nak ikut, layankan je la.

Time sekola menengah dulu, aku ade khatamkan novel ombak rindu tu. Aku tatau la korang, tapi setiap kali aku habis baca novel, aku mesti ade certain emosi terhadap novel yang aku baru habis baca tu.

Satu, ade yang aku tersenyum lebar sambil mengeluh kegembiraan kepala terangguk2 terawang2 terbang sampai ke langit ketujuh belas

ade yang bile habis je ayat terakhir, hati aku sebak habis termenung kepala mata berat hati menangis merintih hiba (ni selalunye kalau hero yg aku suke mati. bodoh punye penulis!)

ade yang aku campak je novel ke lantai sambil menjerit BODOH punye penulis! (tang ni pon sebab hero yg aku suke mati/atau sumthing yang membuatkan hero ngan heroin tak dapat bersama)gile stress!!

Ade yang aku jeling je novel tu dengan muke yang tak puas hati.

itu beberapa contoh emosi/perasaan aku lah

Perasaan aku lepas baca ombak rindu:- menyampah! tak suke! tak puas hati!

walaupon ending die happy sokmo la konon, aku tetap menyampah. Sebab aku tak suke/benci/menyampah dengan hero die.

sebab tu bile movie die keluar, sikit pon aku tak heran. Hati macam tak puas hati lagi ade la. Dan bile dah tertengok movie Ombak Rindu ni, perasaan aku tetap tak berganjak.Lagi mengukuhkan foundation emosi aku terhadap O.R. tu lagi ade la.Time babak kunun romantik, aku rasa macam tekak mual nak muntah . Time babak sedih, aku rasa nak cucuk mata sendiri . Agak nye seratus kali kot aku dok la tengok jam kat tangan ni bile la nak habis movie nih. Aghh...stress aku!!

the only part yang aku ~~suke~~ bagi perhatian sepenuhnye dalam movie tu bile time Mila bagi penerangan maksud Pasrah dan Redha kat Izzah.

Redha itu ikhlas menerima ketentuan Illahi. Pasrah itu menyerah.

Bubble Pop~

2011-12-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

I know that it would take a while before the sun start to make its appearance

but I do hope and and i do pray that at least the rain would finally stop

who knew..

who would have thought..

that a storm came

Shattering her heart

Squashing his pride

Displacing our ground

serius, McD ni merapu meraban kan

2011-12-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

Time tengah drive balik dari kerja petang tadi, tetiba je tekak terasa macam nak makan McDonald. Perut lapar, tekak pon mula la nak merapu. Merabankan healthy diet aku. chett..

Jadinye, time tengah menunggu lampu isyarat kat atas bukit exit masuk bangi dari kajang silk tu jadi hijau, aku bukak la purse tengok berapa baki yang tinggal.

⎝⓿⏝⓿⎠

banyak je lagi duit kertas aku. ade enam keping tuh.

nam keping duit seringgit. Chett..

tergaru perut aku....

PS: Ironinye, aku bukannye suke sangat McD pon (• ε •)

2 minggu ni sakit kepala aku memikirkan masalah orang dewasa~

2011-12-09T19:21:00.001+08:00

Entry ni tade kene mengene ngan tajuk di atas. Tajuk hanya gambaran kepenatan otak aku.

Habis kerje tadi, terus memecut ke Alamanda. Ye. Alamanda lagi. Esok ade 2 kenduri kawen yang aku kene hadir. Satu kenduri di Melaka dan satu lagi kenduri di Johor Bharu. Nasib baik kire one way. kalaulah kenduri tu satu kat kedah satu kat JB, aku awal2 give up. Duduk umah melingkau lagi bagus.

Kenduri yg kat Melaka ni, kire kawan sekolah menengah aku.Satu kelas time form 5.Misz Dr Kimot. Alhamdulillah. akhirnye sampai jugak jodoh dia. Time kat sekolah dulu, die kire antara beberape sifu aku selain Dira, Aiman, dan antara member hoo haaa hoo haaa. Bagi aku die seorang miss sempoi si otak geliga. Tapi gelaran tu aku hanya simpan dalam hati. kekekek..

Kenduri yg kat Johor plak, kawan aku time kat MMU. Member satu course. kalau ke kelas, aku mesti berbuddy2 dgn Cik Mira ni. Selalu gak kowtim ngan die. Time aku tak gi kelas, die tolong sign kan. Time aku gi kelas aku tolong sign kan. Tapi selalunye, aku je yang tuang kelas.heheheheh....

So, aku rasa sayang kalau aku tak pergi ke majlis kenduri mereka berdua ni.

Sebab aku mahu memory yang aku pon turut sama meraikan majlis untuk mereka berdua yang pernah bersentuh bahu berjalan bersama aku satu masa dahulu.

Eventho buat masa ni kenduri kawen bagi aku ade rasa masam2 kelat manis.

PS: Nasib baik hadiah tadi berat nak angkat. Kalo tak kompem dah rembat beberapa helai baju. Argh...help me. Saya tak mahu jadi shopaholic...!

jajan

2011-11-21T16:37:00.002+08:00

Dewasa ini(ayat amik mood bdk spm^^),aku agak menjaga pengambilan makanan. Minum air kosong pon,kalau boleh nak lebih dari 8 gelas(see the word'kalau boleh'.tp byk minum air manis je.isk isk). Ye ar...kunun2 badan dah terasa macam bukan masa muda2 dulu. In take sume kene jaga...

~~Ape motif aku nak cite sebenarnye ni weih. Sebenarnye nk la buat cam karangn BM dulu.ade pendahuluan isi,ngn penutup. Tapi che' malas nk buat brain storming.....~~

~~Nak di pendekkan cite..skang ni tekak aku tengah mood nak makan merapu2.~~

~~And I am super in love with Haagen Dasz. Kenape la ko mahal Haagen oi..kalaula dapat RM1, setiap hari che' beli tau!~~

Edit: I LOVE HAAGEN DASZ!!

Wokeh and Ouwt...

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fake it till I make it!

2011-11-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

bebelan pertama
Pagi tadi pergi ke kelas dengan hati yang sangat malas. Kalau ikutkan hati nurani, nak je tuang kelas ni. Kalau nak diikutkan lagi bapak nenek moyang perasaan bengong aku, aku tanak tuang2 kelas ni sume. Nak tanamkan je pengajian master ni.

Susah la belajar sambil berkerja ni. Aku mmg sangat tabik spring toing toing orang yg belajar part time ni tau. Mana nak uruskan masa bekerja lagi, mana nak uruskan masa nak study lagi. waaaa....Saya nak menguruskan masa memang K.O! tolong lah. tolong lah ya Allah bagi aku kekuatan supaya aku boleh berjaya sampai khatam Master aku ni.

dan..banyak kali jugak aku tanya diri sendiri. Betul ke keputusan aku nak belajar balik ni..

kamon Kirin! you are not a quitter! jiayo!

Bebelan Kedua

Habis kelas, otak sangat tepu. so member cadangkan tengok Immortal. set!. Perut pon lapar. So gerak gi Alamanda(faveret shopping mall!). korang ade pernah makan kat Great Canyon tak kat Alamanda tu?kedai tu dok kat area food court. seriously recommended. Give it a try kalau tak pernah ke sana lagi.

Immortal... * sigh *. rasa macam rugi aku pergi bagi RM11 kat kaunter tiket wayang tu. that movie was seriously a let down. The movie's setting(setup? scenery? what ever the term is) was seriously fake. everything in the movie is wrong. sometime its so cheesy I dont know whether to throw up or to laugh. Sometimes I even thought the acting were lousy. Damn. Thank god the hero is cute.

Bebelan Ketiga

Balik umah, dapat kad kahwin dari kawan. Lagi. Seriously, I'm not against people getting married and all that. In fact I am happy for them. Tapi, aku tak suke rasa macam ditinggalkan...help~

hampir semua budak kelas 5Z1 dah kawen...gahhhh...Kimah!!!!doa kan aku!

sweet sour

2011-11-03T13:32:00.001+08:00

Semua orang suke cuaca panas
Sebab nanti kain jemuran kering

Semua orang suke kalau hujan
Sebab nnt air kat empangan x susut
Lagi2 bile hujan waktu petang, duduk kat depan tv kat ruang tamu umah atok sambil Uwe(panggilan utk nenek) buatkan cekodok tok kami adik beradik dihidangkan bersama tehO panas

Pergh....

Tapi,x semuanya best

Pasal kalau boleh semua orang nak elakkan kemarau...banjir...taufan...ribut...tsunami...gempa bumi...gunung berapi...

Tapi pon, kite sebagai manusia,hanya mampu berdoa dan berikhtiar mana yang mampu..

Selebihnya, semua ketentuan Illahi..

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Everytime~

2011-10-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love was strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
Its haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
Its the only way
That I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness Caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Einstein

2011-10-13T19:23:00.003+08:00

Al kisahnye,hari ni masuk 2 hari da badan rasa berat je.hidung pulak macam pili air orang basuh tangan pastu tak reti2 nak tutup ketat2. Menitik je air tu..

Dalam rumah ni skang tgh pemprosessan penyerebakkan virus selesema.*sigh*tak bes okeh srot sret ni.nak bernafas,satu serombong dah tersumbat.nak berpikir(kunun2) kepala berdenyut2.nak eksesais(......malas nk komen.psl time badan sihat pon situasinye pasti sama) badan terasa longlaiiii je.

Nak dijadikan cerita,sdg baring2 picit kepala,ternampak ubat vitamin c yg ada klinik kasi time aku sakit bulan2 lepas dulu. Tak pernah berbukak pon.dok je meleser kat tepi laptop aku atas meje tu...

Otak cakap,better makan mende ni dari biarkan membazir.

Aku pon setuju je la.ye la.mana la tau.berkat usaha makan vitamin ni Allah perkenankan akunye badan sembuh.Aminnnn...

Bukak,amik sebijik pil,terkejut aku.perghhh....bapak besar.bile perasaan terkejut aku hilang sket,aku pon dok la belek2 tin silinder kecik tu tengokkan kalau2 ade cara nk makan. Terasa macam agak bongok disitu kejap pasal x reti nak makan vitamin.yer la.dulu mak aku kasi vitamin C yang jenis bulat2 kecik.ape ntah nama die.Alaa...yg bebudak suke makan tu.chips something2. Ingat lagi,dulu masa kecik2 sebelom pergi sekolah, mak mesti kasi sorang satu kat kitorang adik beradik. Aku plak pasal suke sgt,mesti capai lagi satu(bile mak x pasan :P )

Ha...

Berbalik pada cite tadi.belek2 bekas vitamin tu,x de la plak cite cane nk makan.Aku plak pikir,x pe la.tibai je masuk mulut.pasal last2 skali vitamin tu akan ke situ jugak kan.

Sekali dah kumam pil tu,dalam mulut aku terasa macam ade bunga api.ZzzZZZZzzzzz....sssrrriissss....

What is this?

Ape ke hai?

Aku luahkan balik pil tu tengok kat pil tu ade buih2 di permukaan.

Time ni memang tak bleh pikir. Lepas dok tenung pil tu 5 saat.aku kumam balik.dan mulut aku berbunga api semula.luahkan balik.tenung lagi.kumam semula.ade la dalam beberapa kali proses ni berlaku.

Sampai satu saat,aku termenung sambil menikmati kejadian bunga api dalam mulut...

Sappp!!*tepuk kepala*

Kene masuk dalam air bio die dissolve kat situ kottttt....

Saye memang sangat genius!

Sekian berita hari ini

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What would you do?

2011-10-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

Kaki menyusun langkah keluar dari lift HP building menuju ke parking lot pekerja. Ayunan tak perlahan tak laju. Sambil2 otak mengingatkan pergerakan kaki agar lebih teratur. Kalau tidak, takut terpeleot pergelangan kaki. Kasut tumit 3 inci jangan diambil endah tidak endah. Walaupon bergaya, tapi merbahaya!

sesekali mata terkenyit2 menahan silau panahan matahari. Tengok jam di pergelangan tangan sudah menunjukkan pukul 4. terkenyit2 lagi mata tatkala mencari2 Neo hitam tercinta. Rasa2 pagi tadi park kereta dekat2 je, tapi muncung kereta masih lagi tak kelihatan. Badan dah terasa tak sabar pekena sentuhan angin bayu aircond. Lantak la kaki kalau jalan tak teratur lagi. perteduhan mesti diutamakan. Bamos bamos!!

Yatta..! jumpa akhirnya kereta. Oh ye. Serasanye, kene renew roadtax dalam awal bulan ni jugak. Bila ye. setiba di sisi kereta, terus mata mencari2 tarikh tamat road tax. 13OCT. hurmm..okay~~..mata berkeliaran pula ke tepi badan Neo(google kata Left Fender) lalu kepala ditunduk sedikit untuk menyenangkan mata membuat analisis kedamage-an yg ade. tangan yg tergaru2 kepala dialih pula mengusap2 garisan2 calar yang kelihatan di hadapan mata. Otak teringatkan Quarter Panel Kanan yang lebih teruk dan perlu di touch up ASAP. Terkeluh sekejap dalam hati memikirkan duit yg akan berterbangan. Saya nak duit jatuh keriba boleh tak!

Tetiba telinga tertangkap satu suara kecil dan secara refleksi, kepala diangkat. waduh, terperanjat badan dan otak melihat seorang perempuan kurus tinggi (lebih tinggi dari aku) memakai topi(some kind of straw hat?) dalam lingkungan penghabisan 40-an(teka je) yg sedang memegang sebakul rotan(atau bakul biasa je?memori otakku keliru!) berisi something berdiri menghadapani aku sambil matanya merenungku.

otak pada masa ni bermulti tasking dengan persoalan2 yg boleh membuatkan aku pening kepala. sejak bila makcik ni ade kat sini? tadi tak nampak pon. Nasib baik makcik tu dengan aku dijarakkan dengan kereta Neo beloved. Kalau tak, dengan badan2 aku sekali pening.

makcik ni bercakap dengan aku ke?

"aaa..?" pertanyaan universal yang bermaksud apedia?

"Mintak duit..nak makan.." ujarnye perlahan. Sambil matanya masih lagi melekap padaku

Pertanyaan nye sekarang, ape yang korang akan buat kalau korang kat tempat aku?

................

ps: terasa menggatal nak karang ayat ala2 novel. hancus. Dewan bahasa dan pustaka kata "Anda BATAL!!". What to do..bekas bakal novelis begini la....

exciting day?

2011-10-01T08:28:00.001+08:00

Koff koff....

I already felt tired just thinking about today...

Hope this body of mine can cope with all the plans ahead...

Eurghh...

Off to class.

Koff koff...

.............

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Ketupat the making

2011-08-30T13:32:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahiwabarakatuh!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!! Maaf Zahir & Batin!!

Berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan, sebulan berpuasa...Tiba Syawal kita rayakan, dengan rasa gembiraaaaaaa...

Walaupon mak ngan ayah berada di perantauan, kitorang still beraya dengan gembiranya(walaupon x sebest bile derang ade).

Raya kali ni, tender ketupat diambil alih oleh anak pakcik Hamirdin tanpa supervisor makcik Latifah. Alhamdulillah, menjadi hokeh! tade ketupat yg keras cam batu atau pon yg lembik macam air. Cantek. Makcik Latifah siap kata nak amik kitorang tok taun depan lagi..wah wah..bukak bisnes ni laku ni (kembang serombong yours truly :p)

Hari ni yours truly nak ajo cara2 nak buek ketupat sampai siap dah bleh makan. Mende yg korang kene ade :-

1. Jari2 yg mendengar kata otak
2. Mata yg tajam
3. instinct
4. Daun Kelapa (kalo korang pakai reben, aku tatau la kalo rebus die bertahan ke tak. kalo nak experiment, dipersilakan la ek. Tak halang. Dapat result sile bagi tau aku)

Step 1 : gulungkan daun kelapa kat jari halus kiri & kanan tangan korang. Bermula dari bontot daun tu(bhgn hujung daun yg besa) lilitkan 3 kali macam kat gambar bawah. Hasilnya, kat tangan Kiri, Bontot daun dok dekat 2 ngan tapak tangan menunjuk langit dan tanduk daun(Bhgn hijung daun yg tajam) dok dekat2 dengan hujung jari menunjuk lantai. Tangan Kanan, Bontot daun dok dekat 2 ngan tapak tangan menunjuk lantai dan tanduk daun dok dekat2 dengan hujung jari menunjuk langit. Kalo susah sangat nk paham, tengok je gambar bawah

Step 2 : gulungkan sedikit bahagian tanduk daun di tangan kanan cam dalam gambar kat bawah

Step 3 : Masukkan daun yg digulung tadi kat daun disebelah tangan kiri diselang selikan. Atas daun, bawah daun, atas daun.

Step 4 : Amik lagi daun lilitan kedua di tangan kanan, dan anyamkan(x tau nk gune perkataan ape) kat daun di tangan kiri. cam step sebelom ni. tinggal lagi, kali ni susunkan daun mengikut tarian bawah, atas, bawah. macam dalam gambar kat bawah

Step 5: ulang step 3 untuk lilitan terakhir di tangan kanan ke daun tangan kiri. Hasilnya akan dapat cam gambar kat bawah. tengok betol2 ek daun die tu.

Step 6: flipkan ketupat tu bawak naik atas. bio2-2 tanduk kepala ada kat atas. Skang ni tanduk kepala ade kat bhgn A dan B (gambar bawah). Tanduk A(melintang) akan dibawa ke bawah (ikut arrow) diselang selikan . Tanduk B (menegak) pon akan di bawa ke kedudukan cam dalam gambar kat bawah. ikut arrow ek. bile korang dah satukan kedua2 tanduk, satukan pulak bontot2 daun tu. Bawak C dan D kat tempat tanduk mule2 berdiri tadi. (lihat gambar2 kat bawah)

Step 7: Ketatkan ketupat. Kalo boleh bio daun part bontot tu pendik dan part tanduk tu panjang.

Step 8: part ni keluarga aku panggil matikan daun. Maksudnye, selitkan part hunjung bontot tu dalam daun2 ketupat tu. bio jadi cam gambar kat bawah. dah tak nampak da bontot. Tujuan die supaya bile da masukkan beras, beras tak cicir keluar.

Step 9: Masukkan beras dalam ketupat. Mule2, bukak pintu ketupat tu dulu. antara 2 tanduk daun ade satu part yg korang bleh tarik(lemah lembut ye tarik tu). bile da nampak bhgn dalam ketupat tu, masukkan beras yg dah dibasuh.masukkan beras sampai korang penuh separuh daun. Tips, pastikan beras satu line dari bucu ke bucu (kedudukan ketupat, tanduk kat atas, bontot kat bawah, bhgn slain bontot dan tanduk adalah bucu2)

Step 10: ikatkan ketupat2 tadi 10-10 atau 5-5. ikut suke hati. Masukkan dalam periuk

Step 11: Rendam dalam air, letak garam dan daun pandan. Rebus sampai masak.(lebih kurang 4-5-6 jam)

Step 12: Dah masak, toskan. Sidai kat jemuran.

Step 13: Makan!! jangan lupe letak lauk sambal, lodeh(yours truly faveret) ngan rendang. Nyum nyum nyum........

Tak tau la bergune ke tak tunjuk ajar aku. Tapi, raya tahun depan selamat mencube!

Tengah makan Apple Cobbler. ...Nyum Nyummmm...

2011-07-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hari Jumaat malam, dok termenung kosong tengok Encik Lappy. Kalau Encik Lappy tu ade muke, kompem blush pipi die dek tenungan tajam aku. Pale makcik Kirin berputar ligat macam kipas angin speed 5 pikirkan ape nak buat hujung minggu ni.Nak keluar, nama dah disenarai hitamkan sebagai bank krap (bulan ni esey shopping terlupe diri sikit + buat hair and scalp treatment + beli barangan penjagaan rambut dan kepala(balik rumah rasa nak menangis terkenangkan nasib duit aku) = hampir dah nak minus baki akaun TT______TT ).Nasib orang miskin, nak buat camne. Dok umah je la.(ni kene pikir side income nih!)

jadi kesimpulannye, terasa cam baik la plak hati ni nak melegakan diri Encik Lappy yang dok tersipu2 blushing tak sedar diri ,jadi aku alihkan la plak redupan mata aku tenung Cooking Book aku. Yeszaaaa..anda tak salah baca. Cooking Book aku .....Hohohohoho...bangga tak aku ade cooking book sendiri! korang tanak bangga takpe. Bio aku sorang2 hidung kembang kempis memanjang mcm pinokio sampai bleh cocok langit. HOHOHHOHHO...sungguh ku tak ku sangka!!!

kompem! saya nk buat apple pie! ye. Apple Pie lagi. tapi terpikir gak. asik2 apple pie je. bosan gak. So, mintak maaf Encik Lappy, terpaksa renung manja awak lagi. Saya nk berbincang ngan Encik Gugel jap.

30 minit kemudian...aku kompem. Tertarik ngan dua mende alah ni. Siap catit kat My Cooking Notebook lagi wokeh. Notebook aku sendiri.... HOHOHOHOHO....

1. Red Velvet Cupcake : resepi sile pergi ke http://www.joyofbaking.com/RedVelvetCupcakes.html

percubaan pertama aku buat topping die, serius ke longkang. Seb baik my Mother ade. 2nd Batch, boleh laa(walaupon aku still tak puas hati lagi)

kompem pas ni aku nak buat kek die plak!

2. Apple Cobbler.

Ia adalah satu tendangan!!!serius menjilat jari weih!.

Resepi:-

Bahan2

Apple Mix:-

2 Apples ( aku guna 6 bijik pasal apple aku cinonet. Apple hijau ek)

1 tbsp tepung (die tak kate tepung ape. so aku hentam pakai tepung biasa yang selalu beli kat tesco tu)

7 tbsp gula (ni pon aku pakai gule biasa)

1.5 tsp lemon juice (dalam peti ais tade lemon juice. ingat aku orang putih ke nak lemon2. pakai cuka sudahhh)

Bahan untuk Cobbler mix:-

3/4 cawan tepung

3/4 tsp baking powder

1/4 tsp baking soda

1/8 tsp salt (korang rasa patutkah aku sukat? NONSENSE!! tang ni aku guna sukatan 'secubit garam')

1 tbsp sugar

2tbsp butter (30 gm)

1/2 cawan buttermilk (nak buat buttermilk sendiri, masukkan 1tbsp lemon juice/vinegar dalam 1 cawan susu)

Cara2:-

1. campurkan semua bahan Apple Mix dalam bekas besar(lebih senang kalau buat dalam mangkuk yang boleh masuk dalam oven terus). campurkan biar semua permukaan apple terselaput(SPM, BM saya A!). Biarkan selama 1/2 jam

2. Dalam mangkuk yang lain, kite akan mulakan proses nk buat cobbler mix. Campur tepung,baking powder, baking soda, garam, gula, dan butter. Sile gunakan hujung jari time nak campurkan bahan2 tu ye. picit2 sikit.(tips: amik butter dengan hujung jari, gosok2kan ngan tepung bagai tu) buat sampai die ade rupe bread crumbs. Masukkan buttermilk dan campur semua sampai semua bahan tercampur elok. err..sampai buttermilk tu meresap dalam bahan yg lain

3. Tuang Cobbler Mix tadi atas Apple mix. tayah gatal2 nk gaul ye. bio die dok atas apple tu diam2

4. Masuk dalam oven yg dah di pre-heatkan dalam suhu 210 darjah selsius selama 30 minit (atau atas die berwarna perang). Kalau intai2 nampak juice apple tu gile menggelegak, kompem dah masak.

PENTING!: sile makan time die tengah panas. serius aku cakap! SEDAPPPPPPP!!!!

duh

2011-07-22T09:00:00.000+08:00

Aloha!!!!

huaaaarghhhh...lamanye da tak update!!

Kalau nk diikutkan, selalu je update kat blog ni. Tapi pon dalam pale otak je la. karang2 ayat konon konon nak masukkan dalam blog. Hampeh jadah haram pon tade. Contohnye cam hari tu, ade buat apple pie(lagi!). ingat nk show off kat sini. hemm....habuk je.

oh ya. hari tu lagi ingat nk cite pasal kete sayangku. Nanti2 laaaa...

Roger and out

syokkerrss ov ze tiyusdei

2011-06-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

Pagi - Dalam pukul 8 lebih

My Colleague: Eh Kirin, u rasa tak? (goyang2kan kerusi aku)
Me:(concentration fully on the PC in front of me) uh..rasa ape(jawab endah tak endah)
My Colleague: Tadi, rasa macam ade gegar(nada serius)
Me: oh, maybe pasal Arwin baru lalu tadi kot
My Colleague: ..............

ade sambungan die. tapi malas nk karang ayat. mau 5 helai kertas kajang habis.Tapi nak dipendekkan cite, budak opis yang lain terus google tgk2 kalau ade gempa bumi baru berlaku.

Dan memang ade pon

sikit lagi nak tengah hari - Dalam pukul 11

Situation: Tengah berbual pasal Makeup di Pantry opis sambil intai2 dua orang mamat tgh bersihkan cermin kat luar bangunan(aku cakap ngan valar, kalo keje aku kene bersihkan tingkap kaca kat luar bangunan tingkat 5, awal2 lagi aku cakap babai la boss.hiiiiiiiii.. mintak ampun. tak sanggup!)

Me: eh, valar. u rasa tak?
Valar: rasa ape?
Me: Macam ade gempa lagi la
Valar: tak de pon rasa
Me: Iyaaaa... kerusi ni bergoyang2.
Valar: Alaaa. Yekeee. tak perasan laaa. Cepat la gempa lagi. I nak rasa.
Me: ............

Nasib baik mamat bersihkan tingkap kat luar tu okey

Petang - 4 petang

Situation: Kat dalam umah. Dalam bilik. on laptop.

Me: apsal tak boleh masuk megaupload ni? site lain bleh je...ni yang rasa nak ngamok ni
Laptop: ......

Me: Imah, awak bleh masuk megaupload tak?
Imah: boleh je.
Me: ........

Me: Arghh...tension nye! camne nak download ni!
Laptop: ........
Me: Pak cik Google! kenape???
Laptop: Dah kene ban la weih
Me: BODOH!! kenapa ban!!! abis tu, macam mana ngan aku nye MasterChef? S*** M**G**K (cencored)%$&#^$&$*$&$$^
Laptop: ........

dan semalam aku jadi macam budak Final Year balik. Stay up(ekzejeret) buat research ngan pakcik gugel.

Topik research: How to surf sites which have been banned by your F****** Govt.

Heh..Jangan main2 dekat Abang Gugel. Bapak open insikplodia okeh. Taraf Prof okey semat die! Caya la lu mat.

kalo topik ni jadi topik FYP aku dulu, mesti lecturer aku bangga nak mam..

ha! jangan tunggu aku kasi jawapan. mimpi la korang. pergi buat research sendiri.

ok la ok la. aku kasi tips.

tukar korang punye DNS. Jangan pakai Open DNS sebab tak silap aku derang ban site2 tu kat Open DNS.

Tapi, aku tatau la ade kene mengena ke atau tak. tapi terasa cam speed die cam jadi kureng..hurmm..

PS: aku tengah pikir. Mana satu aku patut tulis shock of the day aku dalam diary. Kejadia Gempa Bumi ke atau Kejadian aku tak boleh masuk Megaupload..

laptop: ............
Me: sekian terima kasih

Sorting

2011-06-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

The UGLY side of me

2011-06-05T12:28:00.004+08:00

Aku ni

cepat marah

cepat moody

mood swings aku lebih cepat dari sekelip mata

kalo boleh aku nak aku je betul

pemberontak!

kalo ade orang buat salah ngan aku, aku akan buat salah dengan die balik

kalo kene gaya, aku boleh jadi pendendam

minggu sebelum minggu lepas, aku ade keluar makan berbual ngan sorang kawan aku. Perempuan, biasalah. Kalo keluar makan, mesti bergossip-gossap. Jadinye, terkeluarla segala ape yg dah berkulat kat dalam hati aku ni. Dan bermulalah sesi terapi. terapi terapi terapi, kesimpulan yg aku dapat dari sesi terapi tak berbayar tu adalah sangat positif. terasa macam ade cahaya kat hujung terowong. Aku menapak keluar dari Alamanda pon, dengan fikiran yang positif. yang dah lepas tu, aku berniat nak campak je jauh2. biar mula muka surat baru.

satu ayat si kawan kasi yang sangat berkesan kat hati aku hari tu, "kadang2 ape yg kite buat kite tak pasan mende tu salah. mungkin kirin ade buat salah jugak. tapi kirin tak perasan." aku setuju gile gile kot. ye lah. aku ni pon, bukan nye betul sangat. kero mero jugak.

Nak dijadikan cerita, minggu lepas aku mulakan minggu aku dengan azam yang sangat kuat. Dan dengan harapan yg sangat tinggi. Aku nak semuanye jernih. Semuanya ok. New chapter!

pertengahan minggu, semuanya okay. gembira tau tak. betul cakap orang, kalo kita fikir positif, semuanya akan positif.

Tapi ingat senang? orang keliling kadang2 melontarkan api2 tak puas hati mereka. Api tu pon, kadang2 terpercik kat aku. Nak kata diorang salah, tak jugak(tapi ade je yg aku tatau betul ke salah output yg di inputkan dlm pale otak aku ni. malas nak terima bulat2). Tapi mata orang, mereke banyak bercakap benda yg diorang nampak. Dan ape yang derang nampak dan dengar(aku pon nampak dan dengar gak) membuatkan hati berbulu-bulu. Tapi disebabkan azam baru aku, aku cuba shave bulu2 tu biaq bersih sikit hati ni. Tayah nk pikir bukan-bukan.

haih..

azam tinggal azam.

Datang hari jumaat, mood aku hari tu kurang baik. Cuba jugak la cover(berjaya ke tak berjaya aku tatau la). Dandan time mood aku tengah berbuai-buai kiri kanan depan belakang tak tentu arah lah aku kene taikkan. Kalo taik tu dicampak oleh budak opis yg aku baru je kenal paling lama pon setahun takper lagi. Ni kene berakkan ngan orang yang aku panggil 'kawan'. kawan la sangat. Kalau tak puas hati je panggil backup. Tak boleh ke terang2 je cakap depan2. Ini dah dua kali tau tak!

mungkin orang kate mende ni kecik je, tapi aku dah tak larat

dah muak!

dah tak kuasa nak layan

aku dah tak percaya lagi dah!

ko nak buat ape pon buat lah. Aku doakan yang terbaik. cuma jangan kaitkan aku dah dengan hidup kau kalo boleh

sebab aku dah menjadi sorang yg sangat pendendam!!!!

Frangipane Tart with Fresh Berries

2011-05-29T02:43:00.001+08:00

UDah lama da sebenarnye berniat nak buat mender ni. Tapi, selalu je ade aral. Malas lah. Balik lambat dari kerjer la. tade bahan la. Nak beli bahan tapi tershopping kasut sampai dah terlambat balik rumah la(slurrving those shoes!).pendek kate, macam2 lah.

So, hari ni, bangun sikit punye awal. ikut mak ngan ayah gi tesco beli bahan. sekali strawberries ngan berries tade daa. yg ade, blue berries.haiyaa..(tgk! kan aku da kate. byk cabaran!! nasib baik hari ni hati aku tabah sikit)

jadi nye, balik umah, buat doh utk dijadikan base dulu. siap doh, masuk dalam peti ais. kalo ikutkan si Matt dari Masterchef series tu, kene biarkan si doh tu dok dalam peti ais paling kurang satu jam.kalo 2 jam, lagi better(tapi dalam kes aku,aku letak dalam peti ais. Mana x nye,terpaksa berdeshum ke Alamanda nk kutip strawberries ngan berries.berries tade, so gantikan ngan (lupe kejap ape nama buah kecik tu)......oh ye, ceri.

balik umah, amik apron, amik bahan2 y diperlukan...henshin! masterchef!
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pendek kate......it is a breath from a complete disaster!

pertama, doh tu,selepas aku uli cantik2, tak dapt nk dipindahkan kat dalam tin tart. bile nk angkat je doh tu masuk dalam tin, die koyak. tapi tade la aku tension pon. tarik rambut je. so, penyelesain yang aku amik, selepas uli, masuk kan je ape yg termampu masuk. doh koyak pon koyak la. ape susah. aku tampal je la balik kat dinding tin tu. habis cite

kedua, aku termasukkan frangipane tu penuh2 pasal malas nk ade baki(tapi still tak habis pon. ade je buat 2nd batch). sudahnye, bile masuk dalam over, habis macam lavar dah aku tengok. melimpah2 membuak2 keluar. starberries aku pon habis dah kene tutup..waaaa...

Ketiga, lepas 35 minit, aku kuarkan batch yg pertama tu. Tetapi!!! bahagian tengah tart tu tak masak lagi!!waaaa. lapisan atas aku tengok dah sikit punye itam.ngaaaa... ah, otak aku cakap, tarik lapisan atas,alihkan, pastu masukkan balik tart dalam oven. solosai! huhuhu...sungguh bijak otak aku ni kan!

tapi..korang try arr bake something, keluarkan pastry dari oven, pastu masuk balik. sile la tengok ape yg terjadi.....

Tapi takper, baru 1st time buat..

Nak tau cane nk buat, pergi tgk Masterchef Australia Season 2 episode 41. That Matt guy make it seems so freaking easy!

Method

Step 1: Preheat oven to 180°C. Grease and line the base of a 18cm loose bottomed tart tin.

Step 2: To make the pastry, add the flour, icing sugar and butter to the bowl of a food processor and pulse until the mixture resembles coarse breadcrumbs. Add the egg and pulse again until the dough comes together. Wrap in cling wrap, then rest in the fridge for about 1 hour.

Step 3: On a lightly floured surface, roll out half of the pastry until 3-4mm thick. (you can freeze the remaining pastry for up to 4 weeks). Line the tart tin with pastry, then rest in the fridge for 15 minutes.

Step 4: For the frangipane, cream the butter and sugar in an electric mixer until pale and fluffy. Add the eggs and egg yolk, one at a time until incorporated in the mixture. Fold in the almond meal and dark rum.

Step 5: Remove the tart tin from the fridge. Brush half of the strawberry jam over the bottom of the tart, then spread the frangipane on top. Scatter over half of the berries, pressing lightly into the mixture. Bake in the oven for 30-35 until golden and cooked through. Remove from the oven and brush lightly with remaining strawberry jam. Serve with whipped cream and remaining berries.

PS: aku gantikan Dark Rum ngan gule merah. info tu aku dapat dari kebijaksanaan Prof Gugel. tapi, aku tatau la berkesan ke tak. Almaklumla tak penah minum rum. so al jalan saja laa..

The Tart is sooo freaking sweet. sort of sweeter than sweets. =____=

fed up

2011-05-09T16:17:00.001+08:00

Langit biru tade awan.tapi hati aku kelabu je

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ape ntah nama die.lupe plak...

2011-05-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hari ni tikah banje aku makan makanan korea! Yay! Gembira dan eksited okeh.

Tapi satu je tak best.tekak gue saket bangat sampaikan susah nk menikmati kelazatan makanan tuh.

Ape2 pon,serius. Aku sangat suke! I loike!!

Terima kasih cik Tikah kerana mengenalkan aku ngan tempat ni dan makanan ni. Lenkali kite jejak tmpt lain plak okey!

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indifferent ?

2011-05-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

Osama Bin Laden was killed

its all over the news

how do you guys felt about it?

me?

I dont really know

cute message

2011-05-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

I was surfing around when I came upon this cute cutie video on youtube. Its not so much of a video actually. More to a still image which accompany the song.

However,

those lyrics were soo freaking adorable! theeheeeheeeheee ^^

Boleh la plak depa ni balas2 mesej dalam lagu..ngeheheheheh..kawaiiiiii~

one step at a time

2011-04-30T21:44:00.001+08:00

haih..

dapat berita/undangan kawan2 nak berkahwin.

ade jugak dapat berita kawan2 dah lahirkan anak.

dulu, rajin jugak la turun melaka menghadirkan diri kat majlis gemilang raja permaisuri sehari

tahun ni, ade kurang sikit.

alasannye, highway nak ke Melaka tu bahaya. Puncanye dari tragedi kemalangan bas yg meragut beberape nyawa

sebetulnye, aku da malas nk pergi

mak pon asik bertanya bile aku plak nk buat majlis pasal aku asik je la pergi kenduri orang......Gaaa..! cepumas karat sungguh!

tapi bulan 5 ngan 6 ni nampak nye kene gagah jugak la turun ke selatan. Kalau tak, takut ade yang terasa hati. macam la penting sangat kewujudan aku ni kan. tapi ye la, dah kawan lama. rasa terkilan kalo tak pergi.

huhuhuhu....

agak2 ade boifren kontrak tak?

ooppsss....

An open foe may prove a curse, but a pretended friend is worse

2011-04-30T01:02:00.001+08:00

Just came back from PMC. Faris was admitted because of his fever. Ngaaa~~cian je budak kecik tuh. Menangis meragam tak henti2.

~ ~ ~ * * *~ ~ ~

Kebelakangan ni, aku banyak berpikir. Hal emosi, hal kerja, hal orang....

bile dah besar camni, baru aku tau manusia ni banyak ragam. haih.....

kadang2 aku terpikir, aku selalu mendengar luahan rintihan orang. Tapi bile time aku nk meluahkan, rasa macam didengar sebelah telinga.

bile mereka merungut, aku layankan je. tapi bile aku merungut, mereka macam marah balik. ape la salahnye layankan jugak.

sensitif mereka, aku jaga. tapi sensitif aku, macam diabaikan.

baru aku tau, kadang2 upfront saje mereka baik. tapi dekat belakang ade sikit busuk hati. Mende ni aku je baru tau. rasa macam terperanjat + sedih + tak sangka.....

rahsia kita sebolehnya nak dikorek2 walhal mereka punya disimpan. tapi bile diberi kongsi, dibocor2kan.

kadang2 aku heran. Benda yg mereka buat (dan aku terpaksa layankan ), bile aku yg buat benda yg sama kat mereka, sindiran yg aku terima. Talk about double standard!

rasa lelah lah weih

benda2 negatif ni, kadang2 datangnye kecik2 je. kalo tiup pon boleh terbang dengan harapan pergi lah ko jauh2. tapi kalo dah acap kali debu2 tu asyik la dok hinggap, macam mana hati aku tak kelabu. Macam mana la perasaan aku tak kotor. macam mana la aku tak selalu down. mana yang positif aku dah tak nampak. dah kelam. rasa macam dah tak seronok dah.

Saya ni manusia...

kalo ye pon nak aku terima seadanya, jangan la selfish sangat.

PS: terasa yg mereka sebenarnye tak ikhlas dalam berkawan.

Wall Of China

2011-04-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

I still remember, growing up, I always have this little wish that one day I would make myself climb the Great Wall of China.

And I did

And I am sooooo proud that I've been to one of the 7 wonders!

the climb was incredibly exhausting. well, what to be expect. I never exercise. so my stamina is a little bit not that good.

Stamina is one thing, but the steps(the stairs?), they are not at the same height! sometimes one steps is so much steeper than the other.

And going down is much harder than going up. my reason? your legs were already shaky after the strenuous workout of climbing up the wall. but when you're going down, you sort of have to make sure that your foot are plant securely on top of the stairs and pray that your legs wont give up. honestly, I never knew that climbing down stairs is as much a workout for legs as it was climbing up. gile berotot aku kalo setiap hari turun naik tangga great wall tuh.

but I've got one trick that I learned while struggling making my way back to the real land. you have to jog down the stairs. seriously. It's much easier rather than doing it slowly. take my word. going down step by step slowly is not the good way(and I actually consider it dangerous).go fast ! dont worry,you'll be safe....as long as you dont take your hand off of the railing.

It was fun!!

below are pictures of my sis taking her own sweet time going down. She's crawling in case you din notice. ^^

Muhasabah diri

2011-04-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

situasi :

Si A : Bapak besar lubang hidung kau! dah la sebelah je pulak tu!!

reaksi kamu?:

A: Kepala Hotak ko! rasa macam dah lama hidup kat dunia ni ke? (muke merah, hidung kembang kuncup, mata gile menjengil)
B: Ah, Sukati la lubang idung aku nk besa macam mana pon. Ade menyusahkan ko?
C: ............(terasa hati yg amat sampai rasa nk nangis tapi x tau nak cakap ape)
D: ............(macam muke die tu lawa beno je nak cakap kekurang orang lain)
E: ............(takde perasaan)
F: ............(Buat2 macam tade perasaan, tapi dalam hati gile emosi memberontak)
G: (Nada marah)Nak buat macam mana? dah Allah nak jadikan!
H: DUSH!!!!!
I: Kejadian Allah. Aku terima seadanye. (ikhlas)

sile bulatkan pilihan anda. Pakai Pensil 2B ye. kalo tak susah nak detect.

Dah pilih? aku? kalo boleh aku nk bulatkan pilihan yg last skali. kalau boleh. tapi aku rasa hanya orang2 yg hati die ikhlas dan redha je yg boleh sampai ke tahap camtu.

so, awal2 lagi I dah di strike outkan utk aku. So, D dan G bagi aku.

motif soalan cepu emas diatas?

sebab aku selalu peratikan dan dengar mulut2 manusia(kadang2 termasuk la aku) yg suke sangat mengata orang. muke orang macam itu la, hitam sangat la, taik lalat gile besar la, bla bla bla...
kadang2 aku terpikir, orang yg mengata orang ni tak sensitif(kadang2 termasuk la aku). diorang ni perfect sangat ke sampai nak gelak ketawakan kekurangan orang lain.

Ade sekali aku terdengar ayat ni "die tak de la cantik sangat". aku tengok muke orang yg mengomel tu pon, bukan la cantik mana pon. rasa macam jahat je bile hati aku cakap macam tu. Manusiaa...

Kadang2 ape yg terdetik di dalam hati, elok disimpan dalam hati. jangan membazir air liur mangata orang sini sana.

PS: kalo korang dengar seseorang kutuk2 orang lain, ape reaksi korang? Fikir2kan dan selamat beramal..

Nǐ hǎo Malaysia!!!!!

2011-04-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

Waiiiii!!!~~~

My Golden Vacation to Beijing was superrrrrr AWESOME!!

Maybe I'll write it in here later later(my mom already wrote in her blog so, if I'm being lazee and no entry was made for my vacation in Beijing, just surf away to my mom's blog. ezzee peezzee)

chow.

ps: still in the middle of post-processing my photos(I've snap 800++!!! x___x ) while finishing my enovels and drama. Hope can finish them all before I get back to work.

Jiayo!

hold it against me~ lalalaal

2011-04-12T09:36:00.001+08:00

My room is a mess!

going to fly out tonite(early morning tomorrow actually) and I still havent pack my bag yet.

can I just wish it out to magically pack themselves out?

grr..seriously..

me seriously is one hell of a lazee bummerranggg.....but i guess thats old stuffs.

alrite!

jiayo me with packing!!!!

tata

Alahai Maryam Qaisara

2011-04-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

Asal nak minum je, Maryam menangis

Asal nak tidor je, Maryam menangis

Asal jaga dari tidor je, Maryam menangis

elok main diam2 dalam 15 minit, nangis lagi

Dah tu, asal aku dukung je nangis..

pujuk2 pon menangis jugak

KakNgah aku tengok kadang2 pon nak nangis skali

Mak kate die kene sawan tangis

aku plak terasa macam nak kene sawan....

alahaiii..

Taylor Swift~ Love love~

2011-03-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

have been meaning to write this for weeks now but I keep on forgetting. Have you guys listened to Taylor Swift's new album? I have! and me loving it! there are songs in Speak Now that are absolutely me love love. try listen to Echanted(4.8 stars), Better than revenge(Instant love!), Haunted(Love the music arrangement or what so ever they called it), and of course Mine.

The one I listed above were kinda bit up tempo(or what ever the correct term that is). the rest were okay. I'm not particularly up and down with it, but me not rejecting those songs. I think they are beautiful.

and people, before you accuse her of doing same o same o, please think again..

me favorite song, Enchanted

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

PS: Avril's new single What The Hell, YAY or NAY ? (When I first heard the song, my thoughts was exactly that. dunno if it's just me, but I kinda hear some similarity in this song with Girlfriend. *shrug**shrug*. but one thing I know, the song really stuck in your head! good job for that!)

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2011-03-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

I've made new blog just for my Photography thingy..Dunno why I had to make a new one when I could post them here just fine.

sigh..

why the hell I give my self some extra work. Just thinking about customizing the blog makes me want to vomit. so troublesome.

once a lazy bum forever a lazy bum.

but still, do check out my photo blog at http://keireen-photo.blogspot.com/ and appreciate it if you would leave some comments on how to improve my skill.

till next time(whenever that is)

cravings...

2011-03-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

Help...

Starbuck Javachip Frappucino

Please come here!

kaching lagiiiii...~~

2011-03-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

new pants

new blouse

new sandals(with not more than 2 inches of heels)

new sneakers

why oh why do I have this strong cravings for all those things?

kaching!

2011-02-28T10:02:00.001+08:00

Rite now, i'm contemplating whether to buy lens or laptop.

Lens : so that I could get the DOF that I want.

Laptop: my lan port(probably lan card also) kiok already

Which one should i buy first?

Ps: where's my genie?

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Kyaaaa!!~~

2011-02-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

One thing I love about Secret Garden is, Joo Won and Ra Im acts with their eyes. seriously! the eyes alone are very expressive!

Ra Im : still....come. Tomorrow...and the day after...

and the winner is Secret Garden!!!

2011-02-23T22:46:00.001+08:00

Aaaaaggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

saye sangat gilekan secret garden!!!!!

bapak romantik!!!!!!!!!!!!

datuk romantik!!!!!!!!!

moyang romantik!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kya!!!!~~~

sekian...

ps: terima kasih Running Man sebab tunjukkan scene sit up yg sangat romantik gile sampai terbang2 saye dibuatnye!!

The truth is out there..........

2011-02-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

Alright..

I’m currently in the middle of watching project runway season 8 ep 13. And Grechen(one of the top 4) said something that really2 intrigues me and it makes me stop watching the show for a while and scribble(type actually.I just want to use that word ^^) this one out.

She said “ your friends rarely tells you who you really are..”

And its true right?

I mean, if you look really carefully, friends usually tell something that what the others want to hear rather than pointing something out. We shut our mouth rather than voicing out our opinions. I’m not saying that we lied, we just...... shut up. And we kinda do it unintentionally.

Why? Because the truth hurt. And who like being hurt? and as a friend, you don’t like hurting your friends? Kan? Betul tak? And truthfully, we sometime don’t want to be the one who pointing out the wrong just because we don’t want to argue. Or secretly hoping someone else would tell them out. Familiar with the situations?

Me? I don’t like people saying that I’m not right. I don’t like being pointed out that I’m wrong. And I will surely fight back. But honestly, how you’re going to be a better person if you don’t know the bad side of you? kan?

And the thing about me is, I don’t like keeping inside what I felt when I’m around my friend.

I’ve got a friend(miss her!) and she said that I really do speak my mind. And sometimes it kinda offends someone else. When she told me that, I kind of get a bit pissed. I mean, do I have to mind my word among my friends now? Just because they cant handle the truth? Just because they don’t want and cant see the truth? Because to me, what’s a friend for? To tell you all the colourful and joyful of life? I mean, I don’t want to be that kind of friend.....that’s what I felt then...

It took me a while to really think about what she said. Yes, sometimes I’m a bit harsh with my words. And maybe, what she meant was to tone down a bit. Tapis the words a bit. And not always object what people says (I admit. I kinda enjoy being the one who’s always in the opposite side..who's always disagree). But, it’s hard you know.

It’s hard to hear criticisms from people. what's more if it's come from our friends. And it is harder to analyze and to accept it. “the 1st part of the challenge is recognizing it” – line I picked out from project runway by the same person I mention above.

But seriously, you know she’s your friend when they pointed out something that you don’t like to hear. And what’s more, you even know they’re real when you’re the one who’s doing the pointing and they still stick with you.

Acceptance is the beauty of a friendship. And aint I right about that!

walking along the memory lane

2011-02-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

Hola!

see the swing above!? well, that was the very swing that me and my siblings played during our childhood period. it's been there like forever! sitting there in front of my grandparents house and always warmingly welcoming us whenever we've arrived. kinda like a loyal butler. without the humanly functions of course.

the story was, the night before maulidurRasul', my family and I went back to our kampung. I was sooo excited! I mean, it's been more than one year(?) since I've been there and I really miss the house. Backtrack to that tiny short little me(still short now, but I mean the me waaaaaaaay back then), my parents often sent us siblings balik kampung for school holidays. And we always happy and excited about it. And fight whenever we're there. and breaks some of the chicks neck(my brothers!! they're a force to be reckon with and to be beware of). and make my grandparents head spinning. play. fight. play. received tiny but painful pinch from Uwe. play. fight.buang taik ikan bilis while watching tv, went and slept at WanAlang's house, fight again.......

Basically lots and lots of memories were created there. MY childhood memory. its like every corner of the house has its own story.memories.

so you see, I am very much fond of the house. and eventhough this time we only stay there for 1day and 1 night, it is so very much clenched the thirst.

Agak2 ade can tak nak raya kat kampung tahun ni?

ps: back then when I was young, I always thought the swing is haunted. Because everynight, I cound hear something sound very old-swing-like came just outside the house. kreuukkk...kreuukk...ngaaa..so creepy. little that I know that it is just the sound that one of the night creature makes.

apple pie

2011-01-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

Finally! After weeks of google and days of tending to my lazy bum, I manage to make my 1st apple pie!

This is actually a week ago.

Whats next?

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niece

2011-01-11T13:24:00.001+08:00

Welcome Maryam Qaisara

Huggies n kisses from Ang

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Anticipation

2011-01-10T21:21:00.001+08:00

Tired but awake

Excited but anxious

Time felt like its crawling,but really,they actually sprint

And the last time i checked on my sister in the labor room,she's sleeping. But her face was grimacing with pain.

Ngaaaa....kak ngah!!!hwaitiingggg!!!!

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malam ke pagi ni?

2010-12-24T01:42:00.001+08:00

I cannot sleep!!

After golek2 so many time still cannot....

Why la?

Waaaa....need to wake at 4.30am. And i'm not even in the dreamland yet.waaaa....mommy.......help~~~ :S

Sekian----- ( TT_____TT )

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ngeee..what a day...

2010-12-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

ayoo...

eh. Salam..

Hari ni, satu hari aku weng.

Masuk opis dgn perasaan y segar, tapi cepat je layu. ngaaa..keje gue menimbun! stress ok keje banyak ni..tapi sebenarnye kalo keje tade pon aku stress gak.pasal tatau cane nak abiskan masa yg terluang :P. macam mana tu? manusia ni memang sentiasa tak puas hati! manusia manusia..

geh....satu hari aku weng kot kat opis(di stresskan skali lagi, weng!). kepala pon da start berdenyut2.migraine kott..entah. cane rasa migraine tu sebenarnye ek?

pasal sakit kepala, keje pon terpaksa buat lambat2. kire kalo selalu speed 90km/h, aku buat 80 je. hehehe..gue berkerja nggak laju macam kawan gue miszleen. 120km/h tuu..*sengih**sengih*

ape jugak la aku cube sampaikan kat sini ni weih...nih....., bukan nk cite pasal aku pening kepala ke ape. kejap2. da nak sampai isi kandaungan utama da pon.

so, disebabkan buat keje lambat, so keje pon lambat siap. bile keje lambat siap, terpaksa la OT. jadi nye, selalu shift hbs pkol 3 ptg, hari ni pkol 5.10 baru angkat montot nak balik umah.

Alkisahnye, on the way, kat highway dengkil-putrajaya, tetibe nye aku terdengar satu bunyik. kedepek kedepok kedepek kedepuk. kuat doh. ayoo..dengan perasaan cemasnye, gue pon bagi signal kecemasan pi parking kat bahu jalan. dah siap parking, takut plak diri ni nak kuar kete cek ape yg tak kene. time2 camtu la terimbas cerita2 orang kene ragut samun rompak kejadah sume (x sanggup nak pikir lagi jauh dari kes gitu).takutttt..tapi sampai bile plak nak dok dalam kete tu sorang2 kan?. bulan takkan jatuh keriba. masalah takkan selesai dengan hanya bermimpi!(cewah)

so aku kuar la dari kete somel tu. kuar2 je bau getah kuat gile. bile tgk tayar blakang, kehempes!!

tayar rosak! pancit! pecah! what ever!

dan saye tatau cane nak tukar taya!

ye saye tau secara teorinye, tp praktikaliti? zero! nada! nehi! ilek!

nasib baik ade abang motor benti tolong tukarkan. Dan abang tu jugak ajar cane nak buat sume mende. saye kene bukak nat tayar sendiri ok? bangga la gak sket pasal dah tau cane nak tukarkan taya..kekekek

so kesimpulanye disini, saye serius kesusutan duit! tayar mahal ok!!!!

it is what it is...............

susahnye jadi orang dewasa ni

And I'm back to reality..

2010-12-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

About 2-3 months back, I decided I want to continue my study for postgraduate (dunno whether this sentence is correct) in networking next year. At that time, I still havent decide which University I'd like to be enrolled in, but I kinda have a short list in my clutter mind.

So, yesterday, I kinda finalized my resolution for this and opened UITM webpage. And I done a little research..

Course offered which I interested in? - Checked!
Part time availability? - Checked!
Reasonable fees? (I intend to pay it myself in case I didnt get scholarship) - Checked!

alright! time to submit application. Guess what? when I clicked on the Online application link, it says that PLEASE BE INFORMED ONLINE APPLICATION ALREADY CLOSED ! bummer!! And when I double checked, the intake is in January! shoot..! I thought the intake is in mid year!!! And why the hell did I assumed that?

now what?

Any suggestion?

PS: I'm back to office tomorrow..ughh..

Bungy Jumping!!

2010-12-09T16:34:00.004+08:00

Yatta!!!...

I'm on holiday this whole week!..weehooo..And the highlight of my super fun Holiday was on last Tuesday. Finally, I've done bungy jumping! at Sunway Lagoon! that was super super super wickedly funtastic!!! very!!

seriously!

Am I scared? hell yeah!! watching people do the thing while waiting for your turn was really really really super nerve wrecking. By the time Imah jump, I think my body and my mind started to separate. which is kinda a good thing. I think..

and then its my turn. Honestly, I'm excited! and I'm scared. but excited enough. I dunno. I'm on a freaking high dose of those emotion so much that my feeling became numb. Do you get what I mean? those feelings were overflow it kinda detached it self from me. So fear was really at it's minimum.

Or was it because the staff asked me if I was scared that it kinda annoyed me and make me all determined to not be scared.

(By the way, I firmly told them that I.am.not.scared.)

What ever it is, by the time I stood at the edge of the platform, I am super proud that I can put half of my foot out of the platform and lift both my arms airplane style as instructed. Wobbly at first, but I manage *smug* *smug*.

And I jumped

And I screamed

And I was excited

And I didnt touch the water.

In fact, I was quite far from the lake's surface when I was yo yo-ed up and down.

Bummer..I was supposed to touch the surface of the water.but I didnt. They said I was too light. But seriously? hummmphh.....

And hanging up-side down while waiting for the rescue boat to take me back to land really put out the excitement off. seriously, no fun there.

And seriously,the super down part was, no pictures were taken. Major bummer. but, I've google-ed a bit for pictures here just for you guys. Good pics by the way.

Want to do this again...!!

Pandas! jom!!

Tuesday

2010-11-30T19:18:00.001+08:00

Tekak perit

Hidung berair

Kepala pening

Kete masuk woksyop

.......

Syabas bethé

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monday +_+

2010-11-29T08:51:00.001+08:00

My mood is as dark as night during the absence of moon and stars

Can i blame the day itself

Or was it because my body is in excruciating pain all thanks to the hormone...

It doesnt matter....

Because as in rite now, everyone is at fault! With No exception!!

Counting the hours....

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missing MMU?

2010-11-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

Yo!

Sigh...

Remember I told you guys before about my lappie was stroked by lightning and since then I'm unable to surf the net using the lan cable ,So I have to use my mom's broadband.?

Truth is, the speed is quite fast when u download something using any download manager. Once, or maybe more, it reached 200++ kbps. And that is something. The down part is,the package that my mom subscribe has 5G data limit. That really is a big downer for an avid downloader like me. I mean, for example,like now, i'm in the middle downloading the whole Sungkyunkwan Scandal series. And one episode, the size of the file is 700mb. And there's 20 episode for the drama. And you only have more or less up to 5000mb allocated for you by the package. So lets do the math.

700mb per episode X 20 episode = 14000 mb

That is waaayy over the limit. And I'm not including the data that were automatically downloaded when we're surfing. Granted that size are not that big for normal surfing(not an obsessive surfer). But dont be surprise that for an hour or two of surfing youtube, you could easily use 200mb.the first time i knew that, i was shocked!

Sigh...I'm nagging...but me is in bitter mood.! As bitter as sayur peria! Still have 14 episode to download but the speed is worst than grandpa snails who by the way cant barely stand without his cane! And all because Ive used the 5G limit.

It is bacause of time like this I started to miss MMU' s internet.1 episode can complete within less than 0.5 hr during the early hours. And i am Not kidding

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nice song!!

2010-11-12T09:10:00.000+08:00

Greyson Chance

Waiting Outside The Lines Lyrics

You’ll never enjoy your life,

living inside the box

You’re so afraid of taking chances,

how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,

force you to play it safe

Get rid of all the hesitation,

it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around

and looking down on tomorrow

You gotta let your feet off the ground,

the hotnewsonglyrics.com time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,

I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines

Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets

even if it’s just tonight

How you gonna walk ahead

if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,

you deserve so much more

There’s a whole world around us,

just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around

and looking down on tomorrow

You gotta let your feet off the ground,

the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile

I’m here to help you notice the rainbow

Cause I know,

What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,

I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines

Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)

the first step is the hardest (the hardest)

I know you can make it,

go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting

I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines

Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life

Living inside the box

You’re so afraid of taking chances,

How you gonna reach the top?

While people start marking their new journey, I'm still struggling with the old one..sweet~

2010-11-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

just now...while i godek2 my HtcDesire ,Ngaaaa...I'm still walking on cloud 9.Still over the moon. Still jumping up and down. Everywhere I turn, I see flowers! and butterflies! dang this world is so freaking wonderful! so beautiful! So freaking happy!! after months drooling over that hp, at last!!!...at last!!

alrite, back to the storyline

where was I?

oh yeah. Just started using my new simcard with data plan! do u know how excited I was downloading all those apps and widget and surfing using my beloved Desiree.Oh my lord! words cant describe it. so freaking fun!!and I tell you, it is fun fun fun!!..Anyways, so, one of the apps that I've downloaded was YM!. and of course, after installed it, I have to test drive rite? So, the moment I opened the apps, as excited and as curious I was for using this over the phone, i suddenly got a ym! text from my friend. highschool friend.

and oh my.. how excited I was over her texts. you see, I am never the one who like to constantly texting and messaging my old friends. or my friends. not that I forgot about them, but my fingers and text buttons never seems to agree. really! yes I know.. I'm just making excuses..but..that's why I was sooo happy. Chatting away with her, albeit just for a little while, really spirit uplifting..Double whammy in a positive way eh.? using my lovely Desiree to chat with her*smug smug*..She's one of my closest friends when I was in form 5. and it feels like just not that long ago we struggle together over SPM. *sigh*...form 5 is the fondest memory I have over those 5 years of trapping on that boarding school...

you think I'm typing this entry just over my jolliness of talking to my old friend after the long while since we've talked isnt it? well...if that's the case, I'll just shout it out on the facebook and not wasting my fingers energy over this. no oh no and no..that would be unfair. yes..unfair...to who? well I dont know. I just want to use that word.

so yeah. get this. she's getting engaged! next week! my feelings? well, Just imagine the first time you eat at Häagen Dazs at Jusco Bukit tinggi. Which one glass of strawberry float could cost you around 20++. Yep.. Excited, Happy,....and dreaded the effect it has on your purse.

And that exactly what I felt.

I am superly excited and happy for her. but at the back of my mind, not that very far at the back actually and if I'm an honest person I'll say it's quite near to the front =_=, I've got this one little thought.....

Stop Shopping..Start grabbing!

sunday yay!

2010-11-07T11:41:00.001+08:00

I super love SUNDAY!!!

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I really don’t like this

2010-11-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

Woke up feeling like I don’t have enough sleep
Shower less than 10 minute
Rushing myself to get ready for work. When you have a lot of creams to put on your face and try to liven up your face with a little bit of makeup(even when I knew that those blusher would not stay put throughout the day), its hard to be ready in 5 minutes. And I’m not including the time needed in taming your wild tudung!
2 spoonful of what ever breakfast thats waiting on the table.
The half of cup of hot tea
The mad dash to my car
Speeding when I hit the road

I just want a good long sleep and a nice proper breakfast and a cup full of hot tea. With me actually seat down eating them.

I told myself to get up at 4.30 each time before I went to bed. But do my eyes listen to me? No. And hence, those things happened! And I only have myself to blame.....

my grammar sucks

2010-10-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

I always know it

since school

but what ever

ps: motif??

Me and Mr Speedy

2010-10-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

Arghhh!!...

it's going to be 4 weeks since I last using my LAN cable(is that the correct term?) for internet. Have to resort using mom's Broadband to surf surf. And I tell you, it's freaking NIGHTMARE. Notice the caps? Wonder why people bother using that stuff. I know, I know...it's convenient and all..but honestly, they are so freaking in love in making their sweet jolly time transfering the data! and you think nothing could beat snails for their infamous speed.!

yeah I know I exaggerate. but if you were like forever using the normal LAN cable and suddenly have to switched to broadband, you will notice the difference. Stability of the speed and the line is one thing that I miss sooo freaking dearly.

sigh

Streamyx, even though our history is not all rainbows and butterflies and chocolates, with you being a jerk for DCing on me suddenly and making me to call your papa quite often, but still...youre my best buddy. Miss you buds!

oh yeah..did I tell you guys that my LAN card is dead? like dead dead. No blink blink when I connect the cable to the LAN port. been stroked by lightning. like with no warning. KABOOooMM..and it's gone...well, at least, aside from that misfortune, my lappy still in good condition.

jaa..mata ne !

Romance Novel

2010-10-18T22:45:00.005+08:00

Just a quick entry. I’ve got one freaking headache and hellish sorethroat(again! *eyes roll*)
This month I’ve bought 6 novels(yep, I am soo tamak I want to buy all novels in the MPH but thank god I manage to stop myself). I’ve read half of them and currently in the middle of the fourth book.

Johanna Lindsey: A Rogue Of My Own

This one is super highly recommended. Well, that is if romance is your thing(me me me!!). I am freaking in love with historical romance novel. Freaking freaking love it. It makes the story more romantic. If you get what I mean ^^. Rite, back to the novel. I Think Johanna knows how to write romance novel. Love the way she tells the story. And of course, love the character. Altho I must say, having read more than 3 of her novels, you could tell that it’s pretty much same o same o. The hero always handsome, tall, arrogant, rich, got title(duke or smthg like that), temperamental, super confident and you got the picture. The heroine, super beautiful, not afraid to express themselves, super attracted to the hero, clever, brave, “innocent”(in that kind of way.....). but then, albeit the similar characters, I love her novels.

Katie Fforde: Love Letter

This is a sweet novel. sweet romance. Very very sweet. how to say this. There is nothing excited about this novel but you want to know how it unfolds. If you get what I mean. No? Well, try and read it. Recommended!

And I'm off..

My God! Broadband is so freaking snail!!!!

it's never a good Idea to wear heels when you shop

2010-10-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

it's been such a freaking while since my last post. And reading back that entry...wow, very emotional indeed..blame my hormone for that. My mood swing so fast I cant barely catch up. And someone turned maximum valume on my sensitivity....

well..get this..

I felt so lame because of the swing swing, so I decided to ambush Alamanda. after work. Alone. Some of you might think "ala..sorang2 je...?". well I tell you this. it is such a different feeling. And a first for me! sure you dont have anyone to turn and talk to or to ask for opinion for that clothes or that shoes..but, I kinda felt relax. And my tension seems to drift away for each step I make.

Lack of companion doesnt mean lack of fun.

But then again, I guess I really need a time only for myself.

just that, I really should think of other alternatives besides shopping. I mean, I was in full shopping mode. I really intend to take down the whole Alamanda and leave out nothing. Such a shame that even though I do a thorough check out at most of the stores, not many cought my eyes.

but that doesnt mean I didnt buy anything. I was in full mood remember!

So again, I was a proud and satisfied owner of a pair of Levis Jeans(I'm in love!), a pair of shoes and 2 novels(which I've finished reading it).

*sigh*

that really was one good memory.

A note to self: Stop thinking that you can walk on those heels for hours non-stop. Are you delusional or something?

what u give u get back

2010-09-23T23:07:00.001+08:00

salam..

Nearly this whole week I've been under some weird weather. I'm not really sick, but I am, and got this constant urge to lay down. One time I felt healthy, but then those wicked headache make appearance, and then I'm okay back. then bratty cough come running towards me tagging along his besties, sore throat. All and all, I felt crap. And of course, my attitude became crappy also...

Have u ever felt like the whole world is against you and you thought that no one in this universe would ever understand?

If you haven’t, well lucky you.

Me? I’ve been through that quite a time now mostly in my pre-teen, teen, and post-teen. And I’d like to think because of that, I’ve became a tougher person as I am now.

Question is how to overcome that?

How the hell I know. Me no psychologist. And back then, I always blame the world back.

Well tough luck. You blame the world, they aint care shit about you.

So, I just have to love them back right? Then they will love me right?

Again, I don’t know. Perhaps.

I don’t understand? I did make an effort to please everyone.

Okay. This is from my experience. You never can please everyone. Well, maybe not never, but most of the time.

Then why do I care? I always give give give give..!! I never get back!!!!pikir perasaan orang je, aku camne?

a)      Are sure you gave enough? Or is it just in your head?
b)      Sabar itu separuh daripada Iman
c)       Are you sure the thing that you gave doesn’t annoy people? They might avoid you because of that. So back off a little.
d)      Actually, are you sure you didn’t get it back? After all, one attitude could mirror yours. I mean, maybe in pleasing others, the others felt dejected. Priority, priority...or maybe you just have a shitty attitude
e)      Betol ke ko asik piker perasaan orang? Ke ko sorang je perasan. Padahal, selalu je ko guris perasaan orang lain. So kalo terasa cam hati di toreh, mintak maaf lah. What goes around comes around.

Actually, I really just want to say this instead of throwing craps in this entry.

DONT BLAME OTHERS! DO A REALITY CHECK.!! TOUGH IT UP!

A lot has been going on lately, and it kinda bottled up. So pardon the emotional entry.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Happy Eid Mubarak

2010-09-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

Salam all...

I think it's still not too late wishing you all a Happy Eid Mubarak.

back and forth to hosp

2010-08-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

last Saturday was one heck of super exhausting day..

why?

well, first of all, me, Watek and Leen brave ourselves fighting one huge massive of human traffics at Jalan TAR for our Raya shopping. The day was super hot. Not just hot. but HOT hot. mind you guys, we were fasting. And the need to clenched our thirst was super freaking strong that I swear, I felt like passing out.

Tired, we finally had enough and decided to go back.

But we did not go straight back home. we promised Dayah to break our fast together. So while waiting for Dayah to show up(or was it after she joined us. cant remember), I received one sms from kak siti.

"Kak Lang. Adik pingsan. nak bawak gi spital" or something like that.

I was stuned. I dont know whether to believe or not. I mean, I still remember when I went out for the outing that morning, he was like always. playing computer games. I knew he still has his fever, but he seems fine.

So, with half mind kept on wandering to my baby brother, I still break my fast with the girls. And after drop Leen off at her house, I went to the hospital.

He's in ICU. When I met my family at the waiting room, I saw tired faces. worried faces. And one by one break the series to me. on what happened and all that. And all of us were seriously worried.

Thanks to Allah, he's out of ICU now and moved to the normal wad. that's a huge relief. Altho, he still look listless and still have the headache at the back of his head, but I guess, he'll be ok. lets pray!.

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"Adik ingat tak ape yg jadi Sabtu tu?"
"entah. Tak ingat"
"Bile adik start ingat?"
"Dalam ambulans. Adik pandaaaaang je mak. pastu terus adik muntah2"
"Ape yg last skali adik ingat?"
"Adik dok ngan Kak Ngah. Tengok cite cina. Kak Tih ade kat blakang adik"
imah mencelah

"kire adik dah ingat balik la. semalam adik kate adik ingat yg adik main Dota, tido, main Dota balik, tu je"

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takkan nak duduk diam je kot

2010-08-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

When you read in newspaper that some people burned your national flag, what did you felt?

Every single incident, big or small, would always lead to this kind of action. And they never seems tired.

They called it patriotic act towards their country

I called it stupid. childish.

We're neighbors. there's a lot of ways to show your freaking so called patriotism.

And we as Malaysian, what should we do so that the one important message could get across to their thick headed skull and hopefully sticks that IT IS NOT COOL TO BURNED OUR NATIONAL FLAG!

Not saying we should start our own riot(I love calm and peace), just that something need to be done.

Does any of you guys even care?

ka-ching!

2010-08-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

listen to this

it's the last week of this month. And usually every month, during this kind of week, I hold my self back from doing any sort of activities that involving taking out money out of my pocket. if the money goes straight to my purse, I will for sure welcome it one hundred and ninety percent! but of course, things will never go that easily in real life.

the fourth week of every month, there's barely any sound came from my pocket(the weather there is kinda like sahara. hot, and empty.. and lonely) and I know I shouldnt do any shopping. But did I listen to my o wise brainy brain? No. Apparently I did not manage to curb all my 'lets do some charity by gives away money to the shopkeepers!'.

But hear my reason.

there's this stall, at Metro Point Kajang that sells dresses and blouses and shirts at only RM10 each!! So tell me how do I tell my heart to walk away from that? Just by standing there and looked at those dresses makes me half having asthma attack. or sawan. Ok. I know I exaggerate. but you get what I mean.I have to be in that stall!

So, by the time I'm done, I was a proud owner of 3 cute little dressiey. I went back home and excitedly shows my mom the new dresses and her face was like, I dont understand why she bought those things but if she's happy then I guess thats ok.

Its a good thing this is a fasting month.

saye nak jadi tukang cop duit bleh?

2010-08-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

Pernah tak korang, setiap kali korang lalu depan kedai Levis time korang berjoli jolan kat dalam Alamanda yg korang berazam korang akan sambar sepasang suar jeans kat situ satu hari nanti.?(berape kali banyak korang daaa..)

well, I have.

And I really want one! The thing is, a pair of that piece of clothe cost like hundreds of ringgit.! ape ingat aku ni cop duit ke? it's not fair! kenape orang nak beli satu helai jeans yg rege die baratus2 ringgit sungguh aku tak paham.

haih...oleh kerana hampa tak dapat nak beli Levis, aku setel ngan Goggles je. pastu beralih arah ke Toms Girl, mencube Voir dan beberape unknown brand.

They all have one thing in common(apart from a little bit less pricey). Wajib akan menggelebeh bile selalu pakai dan basuh.Aduh!! Voir paling teruk skali, dikuti goggles. Tak sampai setahun dah worn out. Toms Girl, okay la lagi..

jadi...oleh kerana bulan pose ni aku tau aku takkan banje banyak, so aku tetapkan hati masuk dalam kedai Levis, hangkut satu helai,(tengok harga kat tag pon sebelah mata je pasal kalo tgk dua 2 belah kompem tanak beli. Hati gue tak setabah mana ok!). puas hati gak la walaopon bile pikir2 balik dengan harga yg sama aku bleh beli 2 helai jeans Goggles atau kalo pandai cari, bleh beli 3/4 jeans Toms Girl. tapi, at least aku ade satu. kan? kan? kan.!

The feels is quite not bad. In fact, I think I'm starting to fall in love wearing it. Walopon mengikut laman web Levis aku patut amik jeans slight curve, tapi memandangkan style yg aku suke tu hanya ade demi curve je(duh! bengong tak?), terpaksa la berpuas hati gak. sebenarnye, ade je slight curve, tapi tu tok skinny jeans and I dont really into skinny jeans. Saye suke straight jeans sekian terima kasih! dah la skang ni melambak kedai2 jual skinny jeans. Ape, da tak reti nak gunting straight da ke?

ape2 pon, sume ok. Sluar tu fitted quite nice. only loose a tiny little bit.

dan saye still tak paham kenape ramai orang sanggup nak banje beli sluar jeans mahal beratus2 ringgit!

The next jeans, nak try Pop Soda la. Mango ke.

yay

2010-08-18T16:40:00.001+08:00

salam all..

I know I've been ignoring my blog quite a while. Meh....I dont even bother to surf these few days.

Imagine, I work for 8 hours(9 if you count in lunch time). Plus minus breaks and all misc things, we got 7 and half hours left. And I'm telling you, my eyes were on the freaking office's pc's monitor the whole freaking hours. And by the time I get back, my eyes were super freaking tired! and my eyesight are getting worst.

and works are building up..

and I dont have any idea what to write..

happy breaking fast!

ps: have you guys listened to 'Mine' by Taylor Swift? what do you think? Yay or Nay?

its's that month of the year! Selamat berpuasa!!!

2010-08-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hola!

it's been a while huh..I'm not that busy tho. just not in the mood.

well, we're going into month of Ramadhan!

and happy fasting people!

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seriously, if you're not in any fatal condition or on menstrual period, please do fast(this sentence could be mislead).

Book of the Month

2010-07-27T21:16:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to do this for a while now. Since after I've got my own money to spend, every month I get to buy books. novels to be precised.

And I kinda want to make my own book of the month kinda thing.

so, for this month, I've bought 3 novels.

~*___________________________*~

BIG BAD WOLF - Christine Warren.

*sigh*

this book so not worth my ringgit. The plot is okay. No. it's not really okay. the characters doesnt develop more than I hope it does. if only the writer could write less the S** section, maybe it wont be this bad. Note: romance does NOT equal to having S** scene in every freaking pages!. it's so damn annoying.

~*___________________________*~

A HIGHLANDER CHRISTMAS - Janet Chapman

*4 out 5*

This novel is like a fresh air. At least for me. I mean, usually in romance novel the hero is alpha like.manly. know it all. Egomaniac. Hercules. You get the picture. but you know, in this novel, the heroine was mostly in charge. And I kinda like that. yeah. let women rules!And the hero kinda not that perfect being. which is nice. Lots of humor, and nicely written. Good plot too. The only thing that's on the bad side is that, I kinda got a feeling that there's something missing. But I dont know what. It could be that I hope that it could be more. but more of what, I dont know. hurmmm...

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NO WEREWOLVES ALLOWED -Cheyenne McCray

*Sigh**Haih*

That's double sigh, in case you havent notice. WHY the hell did I bought this novel! Why did I not read the synopsis on the back cover carefully! Man!! okay, the thing about this novel is, it's a series novel. And this is the second book of the series. to top it off, I dont think this is a romance novel. well, I dont really know coz I only manage to read only up to page 21 and my assumption might be wrong. But mannn...I really dont like jumping books in a series. It makes me feel blind. what's more, when I flipped to the last page of this book, guess what did I found? a cliffhanger. A freaking Cliffhanger. I hate cliffhanger! why cant they make a clean ending..

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So that's what I've got for this month. And it's a no brainer who won the title of Keireen's Book of the Month.

so, till next month. And hopefully I'll get more luck in choosing the right books

NOTE TO SELF: buy books without a plastic cover. That way, you can read a little inside the book before considering of buying one.

necessities? Heck yeah!

2010-07-25T19:50:00.001+08:00

my friend once said, we should indulge ourselves every month in buying something. be it shoes, or bags, or clothes..anything that would make us happy.

and I'm so totally one hundred and 50 percent behind this.

I mean, why not. I push my self 5 days a week to go and battle my self out in the office.!

so of course I want to go buy something I love, out of those hard earned money of mine.

and believe it or not, it kinda make me feel a wee bit depressed this past weeks coz I havent get the chance to grab my self anything..

so..

imagine how I feel when I finally bought a blouse when me and my mom hit IKEA yesterday! like the world suddenly full of flowers and stars!

yep..

I'm that happy..

oh wait..

come to think of it, I've already bought a pair of work pants last week. nah..that's not jeans, so it does not count..

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okay..I think this topic is boring and I'm out..

jar of hearts

2010-07-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

man..

this song keeps on playing on my head

gabak la plak..

seriously, give the song a try. worth it!

once in a blue moon

2010-07-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

okay..

my family knew this about me

I'm a lazy bum...

super duper extravaganza beribu2 lemon

especially in kitchen department

I bet my atok will lose another hair on his head if I ever so much making dinner

but guess what?

I clean my room today!

yay!

should have done this every week so that dust wont accumulated as much

but.. at least I cleaned it..

so peace yall

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Jewel in the sand

2010-07-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

If you think carefully, human are one complicated creature..

and life is already complicated as it is..

and we often take all the small tiny bits around us, make a collection and put it on our shoulders..

a burden

and we carry it like some unwanted trophy

as for me, I think some of the bits are not even worth our time to carry it

nor worthy enuf for them to stay put in our mind

so I say lets shake it

if they still stubbornly hold on to us like parasite, then we seek our friends

so that the concrete on our back weight less

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what I'm trying to say is, we should appreciate our friends, enjoy our life, make things a bit easier

and

watch ECLIPSE with your besties!

cant wait Sunday to come!!! ^^

chocie chociey

2010-07-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

I want Snickers...and Picnic....

comforter is good....

2010-07-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

I want to watch Spain vs Germany early tomorrow morning..

but have to make hundreds of muffins tomorrow (not kidding)

and I have a slight fever..

so how?

should I or shouldnt I?

say what you want

2010-07-04T09:43:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously still heart broken

picture from http://mrheartbreak.blogspot.com/2009/05/lol.html

sob sob sob

2010-07-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe kecewe!!!!!!

kenapa Brazil kalah!!!!!!!!

waaaaaaaa.....

sob sob..

pape pon, I still LOVE YOU KAKA!!

Airplanes~

2010-07-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

haih

2010-06-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

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Korea didnt get thru
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Monday blues

2010-06-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

they've been slaughtered..

seven - nil

though I'm not expecting much from them, but, not to this extend.

ayah said that they have been demoralized by the goals

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me said...

cepatlah gaji masuk..

^^

and..

cepatlah hari Jumaat sampai..

A long way to go it is.....

2010-06-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

remember the weekend before last weekend I told you guys I've been to Kedah? Because of E'ah's wedding? well, I took a lot of pictures..

and you know what?

most of them are over exposed!!

like totally totally over exposed!

Demit.

even after photoshopped, the photos still ruined.

=___=

big NOTE to myself...next time, change settings accordingly =__=

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off to make the best of the wacko photos..

why I have these tendencies? WHY cant I resist the urges???

2010-06-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

I am officially BROKE!

and it's all that little cutie clutch handbag's fault..

I'm not regretting though

Just wish that my company pays me more

nobody likes to hear the ugly side of them

2010-06-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

sometimes I wonder..

why does everyone do what everyone did

why people always think that they stood on the right side of the road

why people always acting like they're oh so nice

why people keep on looking other's fault but blind to their own

why people trashing people who point out their not so nice personality

why people always so sensitive to things concerning themselves but never sensitive enough to their surroundings or people around them

why people always think that their way is the right way

why people like to look others under their noses

why!?

why the hell am making this entry?

to be truth, I think all of the above are inside everyone. Every freaking people. If you deny it, well, then you live in oblivion. Arrogance.

again

why the hell I write this thing?

because somehow within my 25 years of living, I kinda fed up with people who act like they are so nice and all, but the reality was, they are not that different.

me?

the things that I thought is me is not, perhaps, the things that others saw....

and,

dont you think that it's a bit of arrogant if one says "dont care about others, it's you"....

to them,ever heard of things called 'muhasabah diri?'

struggling in a pickle

2010-06-09T20:21:00.000+08:00

These few weeks, trouble after trouble came and seek and hug my parents..

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*sigh*

does moods really related to hormone?

2010-06-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes...

when you woke up in the morning,you felt okay

but...

when the time morning ends, your face was as cloudy as mud water or Klang river.

then,

by the time early evening starts, your heart begin to paint itself with beautiful colors.

And...

when it's time to sleep, your world was warm enough that you can sleep with a tiny smile upon your face

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I just hope my day will always begin with a sunshine and stay that way until my bedtime where I'll need my moon

ape aku merepek ni weih...

more than 5 months planning!

2010-06-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

it's been a while..

hola!

guess what. tomorrow's my off day!. means I dont have to go to work! double yay!! more over, me and my Pandas will fly to Aussie!!! well...eheheh..not Aussie. Just Kedah Darul Aman.

And our trip is not just for fun.infact, the sole reason we're going there is for our dearest friend. miss E'ah! who wont be Miss anymore by sometime aroung evening tomorrow!

okay

I'll update later coz gotta crash Leen's home tonite with the others. we've got some cruise to do tomorrow !!!

yay!!!!!!

super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me? a writer? now that's a joke!

2010-05-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

hokey..

aku baru lepas habis baca novel 2x5 by areila sahimi. And the sole reason I read that book was because the heroine's name was Nur Syakirin.

eheheheh...jarang okay aku dengar nama tu di letak pada budak pempuan. selalu lelaki je nama syakirin. time sekolah dulu, selalu je kakak2 senior tanya aku nape nama aku syakirin.bukan ke tu nama lelaki? haih..sebuk betul diorang ni la. lantak la nama aku ni nama lelaki ke, pempuan ke, sedap ape!

enuf bout that.

and I wont talk about the book either.

I just want to say that...

ehehhehe...

malu la plak...

aku kan...

baru start karang satu novel...

muahahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha....

ini sume gara2 2x5 ni la. tetibe je aku dapat idea. tetiba gak la aku rajin nak mengarang ayat. tetiba gak la aku rajin nak stay up(aku skang time tdur aku pkol 10 okay)..

tengok la kalau aku rajin nak up kat sini ke tak cite yg aku karang tu..

sebelom korang gelak, aku nak gelak dulu...

WAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKKKKAAAA.......

It's one nice morning outside..........

2010-05-23T08:51:00.001+08:00

me and my family are going to watch Shrek today.yay!!!

and we're suppose to get ready before 9 so that we could hit the road by 9.30...

the thing is, IMAH and MAN havent even take their shower yet! and its nearly 9!

pkol bape nak kuar ni weih!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just realize.....

2010-05-13T17:25:00.002+08:00

scenario 1: During my earlier teen days( like 15 and below)

A: Cantiknye baju!
Me: ......................... (senyum sipu-sipu)

scenario 2: During my teen days

A: Cantik baju!
Me: Terima kaseh ^^ (senyum sipu-sipu)

scenario3: The me currently

A:Cantik baju ko!
Me:Kan!! aku pon suke!!!( enthusiastic ni!)

Conclusion: Its a good thing I can get out of my shyness ait??!! Teeehehehehhe....

its never too late to wish ur mom Happy emaks day ^^

2010-05-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

I should have post this yesterday(sunday) but I just cant get the words out yesterday. Can a non writer got writer block? seems weird.

but anyway, this is the god knows how many time I've tried to rewrite the whole thing again and again, and now, I kinda fed up and here what you get.

so yeah. I just wanna share to you guys what I've been doing yesterday.

which is, jaga Faris kejap...

while watching my mom and my dad exercised doing some gardening or some cleaning around the house.

Later that evening, after maghrib, I treat mom and Imah to Pizza San Francisco. That restaurant was so damn full yesterday(it's mothers day and it's Sunday.so surprised surprised =____=) and mom has to wait like 40 minutes just to get her salmon steak ready. Anyway, I think the foods were delicious.

anyway..

my main point is

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

A shout out to my beloved friends

2010-05-05T10:32:00.001+08:00

I've been meaning to do this earlier this week but somehow my mind and body were waaaaaay busy tending my laziness. Gaaahh...

Anyway,

CONGRATULATION ON YOUR ENGAGEMENT JAZMIN!!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!!!!

may you guys have all the happiness in the world.